C.I.N.T.A ~ i'm feelin' u lovee

LOVE- what does it mean to u ?

2011-05-11T16:27:00.002+08:00

i doubt our love nw .i feel like u've changed for the worst . whr is the caring, loving and patient u ? i can't seem to find any of tht in u nw . U'VE CHANGED and u're denying it .
idk why u've changed . guess u're influenced by tht jerk or u're just sick and tired of me . u don't even bother to console me whn i'm utterly upset with u . well, mayb for a while but u'll give up shortly aft tht . why ? cos i'm stubborn ? yea i am and u shld have known me well frm the strt . honestly, i feel like i've endured and forgiven u too much till u're stepping on my head nw . wht's with all this shit ? i don't wanna be played with . i'm sick and tired of so .

u've broken UR promise once agn ytd . when u wished me happy birthday on my day, i broke down instantly . my only wish which was to celebrate my day with u have long been crashed by . and thr u were consoling me with all ur heart and making a promise to me tht u'll meet me on the 11th . mayb i was dumb to have high hopes tht u'll fulfill ur promise or mayb i was hypnotised by ur sweet nthgs .
u told me on midnight itself tht u're unable to lend the money frm ur friend and u're rwally penniless. why must it be tht late ? i don't understand . evrything is just like a dream which will nvr happen . i'm utterly disappointed cos u've disappoint me TWICE with ur broken promises . were promises meant to be broken in ur eyes ?
u tried ur best to console me agn bt i insisted tht i've finally hated u nw . i told u tht i don't want u to contact or bother abt me anymore . guess u were hurt by wht i said till u broke down ,saying u don't ever wanna let me go . deep in my heart , i was touched by it bt still , my disappointment in u overwhelmed me . i hung up my phone , saying tht i don't want anything to do with u anymore . last i heard was tht u'll ensure tht i'm still urs . i assume tht it's over btwn us.

idk wht do u want frm me . seriously .i've been searching for the answer and pray to Him tht i'll finally get to understand wht's goin on between us . i love you too much it shows all my emotions go out of control. i posted on my status: where were u when i needed u the most ? . tht jerk replied saying : he's gonna die cos of ur damn promise to him.
at tht moment , i panicked . i don't ever wanna lose u though i'm hurt with wht u've done to me. i called u up . u sounded really normal . did u easily forgot wht has hppened the day before or u can't be bothered with me anymore ? i decided to calm myself down and pretend tht nthg has happened ytd . tht jerk angered me while i was otp with u and thr goes my mood down the drain . i kept quiet cos of tht as i was utterly mad with him. i went on to vent my anger out . u were fed up with me nagging agn and wanna put dwon the phone . why the hell are u defending tht jerk ? u told me u'll call me agn tonight . do u think i'll easily forget abt this huh ? do you ?

on the other hand , mayb i'm too possesive of u . mayb i'm just too afraid of losing u till i heat up an argument at the smallest things tht happened and push all the blame on u .u have once told me tht my mindset is still nt matured yet as i still yea fight over the littlelest things . frm one point , i agree with u bt frm the other point i don't . i nag cos i love you , i fight cos i love you. 0r was i just goin overboard with my 'cos i love you' . guess i need a love doctor . it's been 2 mths plus nw tht i've last met u . do u even make the effort to meet me ? u told me tht u really2 miss me bt were u willing to go all out to prove wht u've said ?what are words if u really don't mean them but u say them ?

as for nw , i leave evrything to fate . maybe we were nt even fated to be together . mayb this is a test of how strong our love is .
for what i knw , my feelings for m=u won't ever fade no matter wht happens. i'll love you thru thick and thin .

how do u define love ?

2011-03-06T15:31:00.003+08:00

Heylowwww !

My blog's rotting & i'm freakingg bored nw . Chucked my DnT aside whn i actually planned to do it since 1130 -.-
Let's summarise the events tht had happened in my life so far .

Studies : OMGAWD . I'm deproving a lot i tell u . Serious shit . The worst nightmare wad the fact tht i failed my MT for the first time in my life -.- ishhh . Mcm gini pgl diri bdk mlayu ? Memalukan pls . (ievenforgedmymom'ssignaturewhnaskedtosignonthepaper) shh :/ Told friends & lovee abt it . Friends were utterly shocked upon hearing . Nora said tht mayb i feel
demoralised whn i got into band 2 & this may be a factor tht affects my failure . Somehow, i have to agree with her . Lovee was pratically ranting & gave me a lecture. Well , i shldn't have told him abt it cos nw he made me made a promise to at least get an A for the upcoming paper -.- . Haishh .
Another nightmare is tht i failed my Chem .
Majorly cos of my carelessness in almost every pg of the papers -.- how silly cn i gt ?
Got lectured by Mr sharin & he slipped his tongue whn he called me stupidd . I swear i was gonna cry at tht moment . I'll have to work extra hard this time round . Hmm . Rest of the subjects were edible to me . Still dk whthr i made it thru for my eng overall.
I'M FREAKING STRESSED UP WITH MY DNT . Someone pls save me frm this suffocation pls .

CCA: cn i opt myself out frm syf pls ? The practises r eating up a lot of my time. I nidda break . 1 more mth baybeh & i'm outta all this shit . Thr's a camp coming up this march holidays . Savemesaveme! Omgawdd . Just 1 day aft march hols commence, da kene gy skola alek -.-

Personal life ; staying strong with lovee . Alhamdullilah(: Though thr r times whn i give up on u cos i can't take the pain tht u're causing & demand a breakup, u still insists on being with me . Pardon me for being a bd gf to u . I admit tht i'm bull-headed(heyy,i'm a Taurus lovee ,whatcha expect ? (: ) & unreasonable. It's always the matter of fact tht my overwhelming jealousy kills our r/s . Still , u stayed on to me . Thanks a lot lovee . Iloveyouhh. Tmrw marks our 5th alr & thr's a bloody SS seminar which ends arnd 7 -.- menyibokk je . My boobsday comin & u owe me a date
kayy lovee . (: i just hope tht u're able to be here & celebrate with me . If nt , i swear i'll lock upself up in my room. :'c

0thers : - planning to go to flea market with Bird & others .
- looking forward to IT showw .
- I WANNA GO SHOPPING !!!!!

P.S; iwantababy(ugetmypointlovee?)

H A P P Y B Oo B S D A Y BASTARD !

2010-12-21T01:17:00.001+08:00

Heyy . Whaddup ? Okayy . I'm freaking bored nw .
Was otp with lovee earlier on & thn TOOT . wtf ? Urghh . Imissyouhh la lovee & oh yea, i can't sleep .. till u're nxt to me . Okayy , stoppit . Speaking of which, he forced me to tug in early today cos i've been sleeping @6am evryday . Hehheh . Wadever . Sampai jdi gado pakse -.-
Hmm . Today is alr Tue right ? So yea , 3 more days baybeh . Ku tetapkan menunggumu ~ .
Had practice in the aft just nw & it was like _|_ . Baru msk da mcm prompan giler ane pekik sini pekik saner . Urghh . Worst, i woke up in the morning & flooded the toilet bowwll . Asshole was damn painful till like NOW . Adoiii . So, was excused from singing cos evrytime i sing out, i feel like my shit was on the verge of coming out . Ewwwww . Gross plss . Why am i talking abt shit ? FUCKING SHIT ! Hehheh . Aft practice , made my way with Bastard & mei yee . Ohh yea , H A P P Y 16th B Oo B S D A Y Bastard ! Stay sweet & cheerful always aye . Iloveyouhh ! Remember tht ! (;
Okayy . Bck to the topic . Made our way to cwp . Buzzed mom bt they were still in JB . End up waiting for close to 3hrs for my dad to fetch me -.-
Took a nap in the car thn woke up with a sudden . I forgot to bring my nokia phone . Damn . Time chck was arnd 7plus & i knw lovee txted me by thn . Send siblings off to l auntie's hse & fetch bibik . Took a nap againn . I swear my asshole was killin me kayy . Mom wanna go eat dinner -.- haiyooo . 8plus by thnn . Was eating halfway when my iphone buzzed . It was frm lovee . Tht made me smile & blushed tht i ALMOST pick up the call . OMG . i was sitting in FRONT of my PARENTS for gdness
sake ! Phewww . Close one . Gobbled dwn my food & went towards toilet . Called lovee & told him abt my phone . He was worried sick . Awwww . OHYA, he asked/scolded me abt my voice . He thought i was being fcked or smthg . Yeahh , like real la lovee . So badd of u . Still cn laugh at me aft tht -.- headed bck & replied lovee as soon as i rched . Yeapp, took my day off . Tmrw goin see doc , ddy said . Think i kena food poisoning or smthg .
Till here

P.S; u owe me 5 gdnight XXX ^^

F C U K , I neglected u bloggy . Sorry

2010-12-17T04:13:00.000+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII (:

Hehheh . I miss my bloggy .
Time chck : 4:20 am . O M G . i'm freaking boredd kayy . Just finished work . Talking abt tht, i've been goin thru workin life for 3 mths nw . & i FREAKING haven't get my 2 mths payy . PAPA , don't make me ask for 3 mths payy ahhh . FASTER . I wanna go shoppin before sch reopens ! (looks at calendar) :'c . Okehh stfu . Back to the topicc . Hmm . Work . Work ? Work is stressful lah kayy . The only thing tht drives me is $$$ . nyehehheh . I'm nt money-faced kayy plss . I'm just a despo/beggar(?) who wants $$$ to go shopping only . Hmm

I WANT A BABY LAH LOVEEE .
Okayy foine . Straight to the point . I NK KHAWEN. I'm like freaking sick of studyin alr . Otak da nk mamposs . The best part is when he said "lagy 10 tahun la dear . Sabar kayy ." O M G . So old alr can? He'll be 32 by thn . 32 okayy ! Da digit baru . :c I wanna marry at an early age . Hmm, mayb 20-23 ? Come on la . My mom got married at the age of 19 okehh
. So, tk sala ikot2 makk kann ? Hehheh . I freakinggg want a babyyyy . I was so hysterical just nw tht i took the watermelon my dad bought , stuffed in outside my stomach & walked arnd with it . He even scare me by sayin tht soon i'll be crazyy . As in really the crazy , da hilang akal nye orng all cos of baby. Wth ? U're so badd okehh . ihateyouhh . Wadever .. & damn it kayy . U have to leave me again on sun till nxt fri . Imgonnamissufuckingmuchasshole. FCUK U kayy . Always had to leave me ;'c

I MISS SCH . NONONONO . I MISS MY KWN2 ONLY . :'c i miss callin ppl BITCH & hurling "FUCKING SHIT!" randomlyy . & i haven't even started on ny hw . Nk mampos ni bdk . Nanti uat LAST MIN, pagi3 bute before skola reopens . Bgs ah prangai .

Time chck: 4:45am *yawnsss* gdniteee (:
Will update soon. No promises ;/

P.S: AIshiteru myAssholeguyy <3

my oh my ...

2010-07-03T10:52:00.000+08:00

OMG . Look at the date now . Time flies ... Really2 flies . 27 more days to strt of CA2 & 4 more months to go till end of yr . Gosh ..
So , first day of sch was suckish . Especially the new timetable . I hate weds as always .. Part of it Is coz of mass run bt other thn tht , weds' lessons are all DOUBLE periods except for last period MT . How can I simply nt be tired when aft sch, is another 3 hrs straight of cca .. This is like too much for me .. Worst , fri is practice for 4 hrs straight .. Like Wth ? & we're the only cca thr . Fck .. Okayy , enough said of my rantings ..

So, on thurs had D&t .. Kumar announced the students going for Japan . I'm one out of 4 of them ^.^ bt still , have to go through another round of interview this coming wk .. Tues if i'm nt wrong .. Zzzz .. Anw, had new chem teachers .. Mr shahrin(?) & ms diana .. don't really like tht Mr bullet train coz yea .. As the name suggest, he talks like one . So, how do u expect me to absorb wht he's talkin abt ? Tell me .. Guess I've to study on my own again then . Worst , I don't like my new tutor .. Sorry to say bt it's a fact tht he's teaching himself & nt me .. Gosh .. can die like this . I can't survive
with a 'bisu' tutor .. Ohno .. Having tuition in another 2 hrs time :0

Hw for the weekend; eng compre ONLY . ^.^ Hahha .. I likeyyy .. Mon no sch somemore .. Thought of going shopping on mon bt see how first ..

Okayy .. Enough said of my post .. Till here .

P.S: brazil lose ! I so shad , I teared :'c
following Bastard's footsteps (:

will u truly wait ?

2010-06-23T18:55:00.000+08:00

Heyyy ..
jyeah . I'm updating my blog now since a lot of ppl are complaining tht they get bored seeing my sore eyes pictures -_- . Anw, I'm nt updating for the sake of them bt simply because I miss my blog .. Hahha .. Yea right ..
Before tht , i'm still fcking pissed off with my hp . I can't upload pics frm it to blogger .Urghhh . & I'm lazy to on the com :/

Okayy .. Let's see.
11th June- Aesthetic night .
Was still sick from bad flu & cough bt yet still dragged myself to go for the performance . Hahha . Semangat ? Nt .. I went thr just to see someone . Shhhh .
I think our performance went out well ? Idk .
So, finish arnd 10 plus .. Planning to go home with Bastard bt it didn't turn out as planned .
:c Nvm .. In the end, Amalina's uncle(?) agreed to send me home . Thanks much (:

14th-18th June-AEM course @ SP
The first day was practically boring . bt as the days passed , I enjoyed those moments . Especially with iqaaah . it's been like donkey years since I really spent time with her . When I mean really , it's when I somehow get 'connected' to her . Errr.. get what I mean ? the last day was unforgettable . The lecturer end off the course by saying...
"i hope U've enjoyed yr 5 wks course ..... "
Us- "uh? 5 days only wht *starts laughing*
LOL ! Bt seriously , I prefer goin for this course if I continues for 5 wks . Yeah .. Before I forget, went to marina barrage with Iqah , shawn & nizam . We were lost instead . Hahha . Yeah ... In a small island called Sg -_- walk here.. Walk there .. In the end, still couldn't find & gave up . Head home bt u knw what ,We saw the marina barrage across the dk what river/sea -.- however, still enjoyed being lost though . Very much .. There was entertainment to keep me entertained so yeah .. Anw, I loveeeeeee the CASHINO ! So silau can ?

22-23th June- Choir camp
1st day was super tiring . Bt thank god they cooperate . Well, I shld say once in a while . There was one part when I asked them to keep quiet for Idk how many times & listen to me bt they ignored. So, I was kinda pissed off . When I was in tht state then they really listened to me . Seriously , I hate to be like tht bt it leaves me no choice, I have to do it . Nevertheless , I'll do my best to help this choir progess in every aspect in terms of team spirit & discipline . Yeah . Tht's the 2 most important aspects to get the ball rolling .
Amazingly , I slept soundly during the night despite the noise . Blahh3 ... End of camp . Head home & slept asleep as soon as I lie down on bed . Slept for 2 hrs tough . Still feel tired when I woke up .

& here I am blogging due to boredom . Anw, 5 more days to sch reopens .. :/ I don't feel like this 1 mth of holiday is really a holiday . In
fact , it's a torturing 'holiday' for me . With only a few perfect days of rest before another torturing stuffs/day starts . Sucks much . Oh ya, i'm left with D&T for my hw . Vodcast is being stretched till 2nd wk of sch by ms L . Thank god . PE project still left hanging .

Tht's all for my updated post . Yeah ! I did it (: Hahha -_-' tag aye . Much appreciated . Thanks

P.S: will u ?

delayed post

2010-01-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

BOO !! DID I SCARE U ?
I'm dead beat now.. had nt been blogging for .... 1 mth ?
loads of stuffs happened recently.. speaking of which, i had sore eyes a few weeks ago.. it was contagious & it took arnd 1 week to recover.. yeahh.. for once, i thought tht i'll be blind soon or suffer from gonnorhoea (sp?) ... heh
cousins will be kindda sleepover? here until March.. wooohooo
hmmm.. i don't knw what else to post abt.. yeahh .. it's boring i knw
TMRW SCH !!!! I'M NT READY YET.. haizz
better get some zzz now..

till here

P.S: empty promises ? i don't need u anw.. fck

when the roof cave in & the truth came out

2009-11-19T00:02:00.001+08:00

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Herlowwww.. Cute right? ^^v

Had rehearsal earlier on.. Super duper damn tiring.. More worse than syf itself.. Headed to sch and luckily, i didn't have to brave the rain..
Blahblahblah.. Had to head down to parade square.. was drizzling at tht point of time.. Then, the rain got heavier.. Ohmygosh... Had to brave the rain still.. Blahblahblah.. Rehearsed in the hall.. I hate this part the most coz the spotlight super duper damn bright.. I guess i was squinting my eyes due to tht..? And obviously, my eyebags are popping out also ? Headed back to AVA & teacher told me tht i was slouching a bit when i was singing.. I knew for sure tht tht happened coz an unexpected incident took place just before i sang.. Don't wish to talk abt it here .. It was sooo silly of me though.. So, i just have to remind myself nt to repeat tht incident ever again before singing or i'll be slouching when i don't even wish to.. Went down to canteen ... Was still searching for iqaaah.. Couldn't find her at all.. )': andandand.. I don't understand why there's soooo many SL for nxt yr.. Seriously, some yg perangai-tk-perlu tu, got nominated.. I wonder how i'll be working with them nxt yr.. went up to hall.. Blahblahblah.. And tadaaa.. Finish alr.. (: waited for dad to fetch me @ admin.. Thenthenthen, iqaaah came !!!! And noraaaa also!!! I miss her like mad ... Dad wanna send them to int but they refused.. Apedah.. Rezeki tk boleh ditolak tau.. (: watched s'pore idol results show.. Faizal out ! Like wth! So unexpected.. and here i am typing all this aft tht.. Hmm.. So, 1 final shot & i'll be done with all those rehearsals.. (: guess tht's all tht i'll be posting abt..

P.S; Dear, if i fall, pick me up with yr left hand instead of yr right hand because it's where yr heart resides, where i can feel yr heartbeat, & especially yr love ... (:

u come along because i love yr face

2009-11-09T03:00:00.000+08:00

Herlow there peeps !

Firstly, happy belated 14th b'day to Asyraf !
pics above are my cat.... in superman outfit !
Hehhe.. cute right ???

Hmm.. Been busy preparing for the concert..
ytd was total torture.. had briefing under the suuuuper hot sun.. urghh.. Hope tht on the day itself, the weather won't be tht hot.. Then, rehearse.. Blahblahblah.. went to accompany my mom as soon as i went home.. Went to near woodlands chckpoint there.. My mom wanted to buy a few pair of earrings.. i bought another pair of superman earrings.. (:
Blahblahblah.. Ate @ macs.. Found out tht Eddric works there.. Hehhe.. walkwalkwalk.. Headed home & played monopoly again =.=.. due to boredom ... Psp-ed & bhaaaam.. So bored ! I rather go to sch.. Oh yeah.. Talking abt sch, sch is like gonna reopen real soooooon.. In abt 6 more weeks ? Arghhh.. I'm so nt prepared .. Streaming results will be out super soooon.. In 3 more days ! Diediedie ! Will nt forget to leave home without packets of tissue papers ... i've got nothing else in my mind now..

Till here

P.S; okay.. I won't make u freak out anymore.. Srry..

my heart is locked & somehow there's not gonna be a key

2009-11-01T16:49:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps !

Well, had last moments in sailormoon.. Sigh
Can i turn back time ? I still wanna wear tht uniform.. :'( had spring cleaning on fri.. The classroom was very naked aft all those cleaning..
At 1 point of time, i was gonna burst into tears as i'll be missing my very irritaing yet giler classmates.. Sigh.. It's been two years with them & somehow i feel like they have been my siblings.. They r there to be mad, cry, sad, enthu, horny or wadsoever with me.. I can't bear to be seperated from them.. :'(
From another point, i feel that there's nt a need to be crying & missing them as we'll still be able to meet each other in sch.. Right ?
Okay wadever.. i still fking miss them loadz..

And staying @ home is total boredom to me.. Especially when i was home alone the whole day aft choir..okay maybe nt exactly home alone as there's my cat also.. If oni she could talk to me ytd, it'll be gr8.. Hah.. So much for imagination.. But seriously, i talked to my cat ytd.. Talked to her bout love n much more.. I broke down while talking to her.. I can sense tht she's listening to me.. And from her eyes, i feel as though she's trying to communicate with me.. Trying to tell me to be strong.. Then, she stretched out her hand & touched mine.. Tht touched me deeply.. Aft a while later, she yawned & fell asleep.. Guess she's too tired to listen to me any longer.. Sigh.. It took me a while to realize tht it was raining.. Yeaaah.. The rain cried along with me.. :)
chatted aft tht.. Still bored.. Texted some ppl & thankz a loadz for the company.. Blahblahblah.. Fell asleep as soon as my aunt reached home..

Blank alr.. :)

P.S; empty promises

u the u the best~ !

2009-10-27T20:26:00.000+08:00

amaciam peeps ?

today is tue.. So, let me start off with assembly.. dropped off by dad @ admin n saw a police car.. Curious.. So, went to ask ahmad since he's the oni person i noe @ the parade square.. He said; "kao nye psl uh.. Kao rogol orng.." wth.. I rape ppl .. So sad ..
then asked ke xin; "yr fault ar.. Ytd, u go commit crime right ?" wth also.. Why i kena blame by ppl.. Am i a crime-faced person..? Well, mayb i shld agree for some 'crimes' tht i've done.. Phm2 je uh..
Blahblahblah.. Went to AVA aft recess ..
Watched the speakers present their speech.. Woooh ! Powerh !! Then kena syarahan by mrs haikel[?] lose face alr by then.. :'(
Blahblahblah.. Off to cozway with some ppl..
ate lunch @ macs.. Hehhe.. I'm getting excited over the monopoly thingy.. Coool.. Then, watched Imagine That with iqaaah n jieshi.. Iqaaah blanja me the movie ticket.. Hehhe.. Sayaaang kao ! It was a gr8 movie.. Iqaaah almost slept n was awaken by the singing in the movie.. Hehhe..
Walked2 @ cozway.. Had yellow light .. So pain ! They die2 wanna go macs @ civic so had to hold on.. Rushed upstairs n phewww..
So scaaaary i tell u.. It was a gd thing tht there's nobody to smell something shitty in there but my hairs were standin' on its end.. I regret nt allowing iqaaah to accompany me when she actually volunteered to.. :(
Send Jieshi home @ int.. Went bck to lib..
As usual, my so irritating couzin i ever had was there.. Ughhhh.. Nvm.. Nt my father's lib so shut up.. :X walked off frm there @ 6 ..
Haizz.. I'm feeling very down right now thinking of the last few dayz wearing sailormoon uniform n movin' on with a new n different set of uniform for nxt yr.. Haizzz..
Iqaaah would somehow feel the same way too.. kan, kan ? Wearing tht quite inconvenient uniform especially.. Tmrw maths trail n i'm nt even enthu abt this.. Coz it's guided tour instead of amazing race tmrw..
B-O-R-I-N-G ! Except for the fact tht it will be @ vivo .. Yeaaah ! Hopes tmrw turns out to be a gd day tmrw.. :)

P.S; why u nvr tell me ? :'(

can't u hear the echo, baby ??!! <3

2009-10-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

amaciam peeps ??????!!!! Heh

I noe i'm so slowwww to update.. Shuttup okay.. I update also .nvr tag !!!!!! ): so sad.. Ughhh.. Stop it..

Firstly, examz over like a few dayz/a wk ? ago !!! Heh.. *jumps around,scream* the examz punyerh luh irritating, especially stuuuupid maths.. Wong said algebra is 80% of the paper.. But turned out to be like 10% or less then tht okeh !!! OmgZzz,.. I'm so fked up by this.. Study n practise my algebra all those while but turned out....... Ughhh.. No point ranting now.. Haizzz.. So far, got bck 2 papers bck oni..
Geog; 74/100 (1 more mark baby !!ughh.. I'm gonna korek my 1/2 mrk for an A1)
Lit; 31/50 (must depend on other components to pull up marks !)
currently-
-Practising for audition ): ughhh.. So irritating.. I hate the song to the core somemore ..
+Preparing for dinner/anniversary thingy.. -yeah! Wear skirt nt pants okeh ! I hate the pants !
+planning to go out a LOT with my aunt .. Heh
shopping!! @ Orchard Centre, Ion Plaza ........
+papa allow me to take $100 of my raye $$$ .. Heh ^^ .. I love my papa !!
+papa said he'll buy for me my personal laptop if i study hard n my results r gd .. ^^
+papa gonna open bank acc for me ! Heh.. Finally, i'll get a bank card that i've been wanting frm last time..
+papa said he'll open insurance thingy for me.. Heh..
-i'm stuck with my Avatar psp game ..PANG W0 !! ):
+/-Family planning to go Kelong.. Dunnoe wanna follow or nt since there's been a lot of natural disasters happening.. In the middle of a sea somemore.. Scared kena swept by tsunami or wadsoever.. Shld i go ? ):
+planning to watch a lot of movies .. ^^

Ermm.. Guess that's all ? jyeaaah..
Somehow, aft examz is damn simsimhada.. Nthg to do.. ): okay.. I'm blank alr..

Till here (:

P.S; u made my day! Heh.. saranghaeyo.. <3

i'll be there

2009-09-26T12:03:00.000+08:00

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Herlow there peeps..

Had an awesomeee day ytd.. Watch Fame with the awesome-st.. :) happy advanced 14th b'day ruzanna(cucuku) !! N happy belated 18th b'day to this cute,hot,irresistible Asher Book!! *looks above* hahah.. The movie was a blast, especially with this hotttt guy's singing tht made most of us cair !! :) heh.. Aft tht, went to eat @ KFC.. Crapped a lot there.. andandand, Janna is slim alr okeh !! Jealous uh.. Growing more n more chio.. Headed home aft tht.. Something unexpected happened to someone-s.. Haizzz.. I hate september the most for this yr !! Bulan mulia lagi.. Enough of my rants..

So, will the goin out raya with my father's side families again today ! Hah.. Can't wait to chat with my scandal later :) shhh..
Oh shit.. This is gonna eat up my time for me to do my pile of hmwk n revisons.. Ughhhh.. Hopefully i can finish everything by tmrw.. :(

To dear friend,
I know exactly how u feel.. I know u're at loss of what to do now.. U can count on me to help u n i'll alwayz be there without fail to lend u my listening ear.. i noe u feel like u wanna kill yrself or wadsoever but DON'T be like tht okeh.. I still nid u by my side.. I'll guide u through this smoothly n with patience.. n speaking of patience, accept this test frm Allah
with a sincere heart n patience.. Patience is a virtue n it'll get u through the end of the day..
I'll be there to guide u dear.. :)

P.S; it was only a while tht i get to chat with u ytd.. imissyou :(

Selamat Hari Raya !!!!

2009-09-23T16:24:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..

Okay2.. I'll update since some ppl are asking me to :( especially that someone..
firstly, selamat hari raya to all my muslim
friends out there.. :) How's has it been ? Great? Bad? Okay wadever.. Talking abt hari raya, i love it when asyraf sings his favourite song.. Hahah.. Pecah perut..
Well, school has been stressful for me as i had to stay bck like everyday for maths.. Ughhh..Omgzzz.. I seriously dunnoe what to update..
Sorry for this so pathetic short post aye..

P.S; where did u disappeared to ? :(

i dunnoe what's this feeling called

2009-09-12T11:45:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..

It's sat today n i haven't even completed all my hmwk !! Diediedie.. Im left with sci section C, maths ws, eng n lit.. See how lazy i am.. Hah
Actuali, it's bcoz i've been bz with cca, outings, n more.. that's y uh.. Completed making kuih alr..

Ytd,went out Expo since there's the sale thingy there.. I bought smthg !! Shhhh...shopshopshop.. Headed to geylang to buy my sis's baju kurung.. Hah.. Same case mcm nora.. Except that my sis managed to get her outfits.. So, went to first lady.. Wait.. I HATE GEYLANG EVERSINCE IM STILL A KID okeh.. That plc is so irritating.. Okeh bck to where i stopped.. so, went to first lady =.= , accompanied my aunt to look for her outfits.. Then, there's this a grp of minahs tk menjadi .. I don't mind that one..
What i mind is that, they're making a fool of
themselves .. Punyerh lah kecoh.. Omg.. So embarrassing.. Everybody was like looking at them n giving those looks.. Haizzz.. walkwalkwalk.. Buka puasa @ sembawang area.. Walkwalkwalk again =.= to SSC.. Shopshopshop @ daiso.. Blahblahblah.. My feets were alr aching by then.. headed home since it was quite late alr.. Had a superb tiring day ytd.. Goin out to finish up on my hmwk with fafa n noraaa soon.. Hope i can finish up everything.. (: i guess i better get goin now.. Bye !

P.S; what am i supposed to do?
P.S.S; it's forgotten alr..

u got me hypnotised..

2009-09-07T11:18:00.000+08:00

herlow there..

Errr.. Today marks the 3rd day of sch holiday n im enjoying it much with my new company by my side.. Shhhhh..
Got back report bk on fri n i swear that it suckzzz but im quite satisfied that i improved by 5 positions ahead.. Yeaaaah..! Showed my dad my results n surprisingly, he wasn't mad at me when i didn't managed to clinch the top ten position.. Cool or whutt ? he was glad that i achieved the most number of distinctions for all these years.. (: but then, he gave me a short
syarahan.. Nt so uh.. He advised me to focus on my maths, sci n eng coz he said these subjects are impt.. I was shocked for a reason.. Can't tell coz later u thought that im underestimating.. :X im so happy that my dad understands how hard it is for me to clinch the top ten position now.. (: i love u very damn much dear papa ! <3 and, thankz noraaa n iqaaah for those words bck then when i panicked seeing my results, wondering how would my dad react..ur predicitons turn out to be right aye.. <3 blahblahblah.. So much for that alr..
been bz lately helping my aunt to make her kuihs.. N sorry noraaa coz i can't go out to study with u at lib.. Bz uh aye.. (: n speaking of study, damn it..! I haven't really start doin my hw.. Wah die liao.. I oni finished 3/4 of sci n the reSt i haven't even touch ! Best or whutt.. Omg.. Wake up shabella ! U have more than 1 wake-up call alr n u nid to do smthg bout it..! No more slacking/dreaming/lepak-ing n wadsoever.. Studystudystudy,revisereviserevise n hmwkhmwkhmwk!!!!! Get this thing right into yr head laaar ! Less than a mth to EOY alr.. N im nt letting myself land into that bloody class.. NEVER !! =.= enough of those rantings..

P.S; i dunnoe whether i shld wait for u any longer now.. They said; "he dosen't accept the way u are,shabella" "juz forget bout him n find another one.." shld i heed their advices??? I reali dunnoe.. I wish i could have someone who deeply understands how i feel.. I couldn't find any of that kind though some tried to.. And, find another one ???!!!! i have to say that im tired of all this sweet nothings alr.. I won't find another till Allah meets me with my soulmate..My true love.. Now is reali nt the time.. Im too young to think of this issue called love now ! I'll juz get myself more sins being with a bf.. I shld stop.. STOP ! Urghhh.. All i could do is to pray to Allah for guidance in my life.. But then, i still love u.. n i dunnoe whether this feeling will do any good at the end of my wait.. What should i do ?

P.S.S; im keeping my mouth shut abt smthg.. I guess i won't be telling anyone.. Yeaaah.. I shouldn't n i would never leak anything abt this from my mouth..

u are nt alone.. I'm here with u.. And though we're far apart, u'll alwayz be in my heart..

2009-09-01T12:35:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..,
OMG ! My aunt is so irritating here.. kept singing hari raye songs from juz now.. so enthu bout raye.. hahha.. jiwerhhh !!!!!!
my fingers are itchy to blog..
Errr.. Ytd had ACES day ! All Children Exercise Sahaje..! =.=.. Still couldn't figure out why i was so high ytd.. kept yelling n shouting like bdk sesat.. I got no idea why coz im nt enthu bout sports .. Somehow, i guess it's bcoz i want the girls to win a prize..yeaaah.. I strongly think it's bcoz of this.. Finished and went bck to parade square.. 'Nobody' was played.. ! Hahha.. Whole of our class sang n clapped ! Especially Amalina! I didn't expect her to be so enthu ytd.. Hahha.. Jiwerh! Then proceed to the area near green corner and assemble there.. Was singing n singing when....
an earthworm(?)came out of nowhere, near to the place where i was sitting down.. !!! The worm nye movements style bodowww ! Some kind of dance.. So, freaked out n ran away.. Then skali, 2 guys kaypoh n went to the worm n stepped on it ! Wth!
~Heal the world..make it better place for u n for me n the entire human race .. There are creatures dying if u care enough for the living.......~ hahha.. Sang this song especially to wake them up but they seemed to ignore this crazy woman here.. Buang air liuh aku jerrr.. Went to sit behind iqaaah.. my part time bantal pelok..singsingsing.. Went up to class for recess period.. Buku kena molested by some ppl.. ;(
blahblahblah.. Went to hall for Teachers' day celebration.. Rained aft celebration.. Hahha.. Siape2 yg nyanyi tadi, nyanyi sampai hujan.. ! Waited for Noraaa at canteen.. Rain stopped by then.. Walked out with noraaa,iqaaah n fafa.. iqaaah wanted to go to WGPS.. so, accompanied her there.. noraaa followed also.. blahblahblah..
went to lib aft that with them.. sat at one corner @ lvl 3.. then this grp of friendly mat-s n a girl came to sit beside us.. hahha.. was so damn distracted by them.. especially the one near iqaaah.. lmao..!! walkwalk at cold storage.. iqaaah and me mengidam for chocolates !! blahblahblah.. went to fetch my sis as usual n headed home..

P.S: 46 days n counting..
18 MORE DAYS TO RAYA !! HAPPY ADVANCED HARI RAYA !!!!!

i wish that i could be there to care for u..<3

2009-08-29T01:26:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..

First of all, Happy 1st monthsary FayRinazz !!! last looooong aitez.. :D

Errr.. Had mass run in the morning.. Must like run 2 rounds for 15 mins.. Wtf siaaa.. dgr2 satu round je.. Nt considerate arrr.. Wtv uh.. Still managed to meet the timing in the end.. Then, had geog.. blahblahblah.. Noticed that someone was missing.. :( Eng.. Must do report writing.. Lalalala..got to find out that he went bck home alr coz he had chest/heart pain.. blame It on the stuuuupid mass run ahhhhh.. Lit, had class test 2.. Easy except for first pg.. MT for last 2 periods.. Did peer marking for karangan.. Lmao while reading some of the karangan.. Aft sch, did lit skit thingy until 2 plus.. Went down to hall with fafa n iqaaaah to watch the student councillors perform.. Hahha.. Great job guys.. Blahblahblah.. headed to cozway to pass the time before fetching my sis.. Went to my sis's sch aft that.. Paisey like whuut when i got to find out that all of the students went bck alr as they had real early dismissal today.. Waste my energy siaaa.. Tkpetkpe.. burn the fats eh iqaaaah ? Hah.. Headed bck to civic to go to lib.. Upon reaching, 'they' all juz came out of lib.. Headed to cwp.. Donated $0.40 today to the apek near the traffic light while iqaaah donated $2.20 ? .. Hahha.. Iqaaah feel gd dpt beri zakat.. Parted our ways.. Buka.. avatar-ed ! Buat kueh raya.. Got to find out that a blk opposite mine's was engulfed in flames in the afternoon at arnd 1pm.. The whole row of the toilet side of building there kena burnt.. From 2-8 storeys.. also, my bro saw bangla2 repainting the burnt side of building in the middle of the night ! Leh npk drng ke ? Especially in the night..=.='
Blahblahblah.. Hmm... Bye2 !

P.S; 42 days n counting..

It's different without yr presence today.. <3

2009-08-26T20:01:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps...

Today marks the 4th day of puasa !! =.=' errr.. 1st period was lit.. I swear i can slp alr.. Then, had P.E but we had to do the same olympic survey like agAin.. Aft that, had briefing bout ACES day thingy.. Hope i can survive on that day.. Then, had maths test.. Blahblahblah.. Home econs.. Forgot to bring my bowl ! Suay btol.. T__T luckily,at sch have bowl.. phewww..
Science.. find it bored today.. Geog.. half asleep !! Was pinching myself to keep awake..
MT.. Sorry uh noraaaa.. lmao.. Tahan jer okeh.. Must be thick-skinned ! Blablahblah.. stayed bck for lit skit thingy.. took like forever to do it.. Haizzzz :( fetched my sis straight away aft it ended.. pancit alr by then.. must do it everyday some more.. Can die ! Went home.. Kena help to cook for break fast.. urghhh.. No rest today .. Blahblahblah.. That's all? =.=

P.S; 40 days n counting..
What does it takes to prove it to u ?

juz a little bit closer.. <3

2009-08-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..

first of all, congratz to those muslims who make it through today.. Say yeaaaah !! =.=
Err.. Let me start off with.. today lar -.-

Woke up @ 4.30 to have pre-dawn meal/sahur.. Ate chicken rice !! Sedaaaaap !!! Then blahblahblah.. Slept awhile @ dunnoe what time to prepare for C.I.P.. C.I.P !!! Can.I.Play ..? Hahha.. That's so random .. Woke up @ 7 .. Headed to sch with fafa,zana n amalina.. Asked the chinese students to write the conversation thingy in chinese as i find that most residents there don't understand eng.. Briefing.. Headed to the blk ! Yeaaaaah ! Paired up with fafa.. After a while, acap joined.. Knockknockknock,talktalktalk,laughlaughlaugh.. Then, then, then.. It was so silly of me to 'interview' with a bangla worker.. I mean i don't care abt race at that point of time mah.. I was asking the bangla blahblahblah.. Fafa was a little far away frm me n acap was @ the lift area.. The bangla hse was near the lift..

Me ; do u have any items that can be recycled ?
Bangla; wait..[went to one corner of his hse]
Acap; shabella, knp kao.....
Me; [blurr]
Fafa ; [juz stood beside me]
Bangla; [opened the door n placed the newspaper near to the door but a little bit inside the hse]
Me; [alamak!! What !!- stoned there]
Acap;[went to the door] can u lift the newspaper nearer to me?
Bangla; [mcm malas!]
Acap;[picked up the stack of newspaper]
All; thank you.. [scared by then]

Well, thankz a loadz to Acap!! He's really kind, brave n hero for the day !! I dunnoe what would have happened to me if he's wasn't there to join us.. Seriously.. I could have been raped ? knockknockknock.. Went to this level.. Can't remember what lvl.. Walked past this hse n was juz abt to knock when..

Acap; shabella, don't even think abt it..
Me; uh ? [stoned there]
Acap;[pointed to a row of mens' undergarments]
Me; [still blurr]
Acap; indian worker lah..
Me; [was paisey alr]
Walked away..

Omg! Why am i so blurr today..!! On the 1st day of puasa??? I would observe more carefully n open my eyes bigbig when doin another C.I.P =.=' finished that blk alr.. Helped the others.. Heard that naeem found a kitten !! Rushed to find that kitten.. It was the kitten that day.. *looks to previous post* hahha.. i miss that kitten..!! Carried that kitten to the plc we assemble... Class played around with the kitten.. rushed to vista to buy cat food with naeem.. Fed the cat with the food upon reaching.. The kitten ate the food so fast! Obviously coz starve luh.. Entah mane mak dhe gy.. Tk tau jaga anak.. Haizz.. let the kitten go aft finish eating.. Then, it went inside the RC? Dunnoe uh what's that called.. The plc by the government one.. Grabbed it out.. Talktalktalk..
loaded[?] the lorry with the items.. I didn't realize that he was quite so close beside me until i hear that familiar voice.. I almost broke down i guess.. but managed to hold back my tears.. Gawd! Haizz.. Can't fit everything coz the lorry budget lor.. Waited for the lorry to come back.. Called nora coz was bored as had no one to talk to.. I miss her alr.. that adorable face of her..! Crapped a lot otp.. Cheer up okay nora ! lorry came.. Didn't reali helped out as there were too many ppl helping alr.. The mly guys so funneh! Can sing while loading the items in the lorry.. lmao..
Otp with nora again.. Found a book which was exactly the same as iqaaah among the heap of newspapers... Hah.. Sat down.. IR.fun came to me .. "haizz.. Nk minum air ar..haos..penat.." Me ;"kao gilerh ehk ? Puasa luh.."
Blahblahblah.. Headed home with fafa n that crazy senior of hers.. Hehhe.. No offence..
Otp with nora like again.. Hahha.. Talked to her a lot today.. Pengsan for awhile.. Tired i guess..
blahblahblah.. break-ed fast .. Wasn't hungry though.. So full by then.. and here i am typing all this crap.. Woah.. I think this is my longest post ever..0.o hahha..weeee ! =.=

P.S; bsk puasa !!
36 dayz n counting..

Dun wanna take a breath w/o u,baby.. I dun wanna play that part..

2009-08-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..

Firstly, SELAMAT BERPUASA to all my malay fwens n all muslims out there !! Im so happy !! I can't wait to puasa !! P-U-A-S-A !!! F-A-S-T !!

Anw, today was in a total gd mood coz will PUASA this morning!! And and, that cikgu K/ ustazah is done with her syarahan!! Omg !!! And we bump into Ms Farrah aft sch juz now ! HUGGED HER !! :D
She still look gorgeous n pretty.. and also,still SLIM !! I can't wait to start lesson with her on mon like last time.. I miss her so damn much..! Sadly, her baby was born on 9 May 2009 ! ;[ why nt on my b'day ?? Nvm.. Still the same month as me ! Baby taurus !! was gay-rek n hyper aft sch with qis,nora,iqah n fafa.. ! Miss them ! Blahblahblah.. Headed home.. Was super hyper ! I can't wait to puasa !! Omg ! This is the first time in my life that im so enthu to puasa !!

P.S; bsk CIP!!! I can't wait !!!!!!!!!!!
35 dayz n counting..

as long as my heart beats, it'll beat for u..

2009-08-19T21:22:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..

ermm.. P.E was superb though i claimed that floorball was boring as i'd got a bruise before when playing with my fwen.. Guess today's game changed all of the words above.. Blahblahblah.. Sci was sUper boring to the core.. Dun reali like the chapter i guess..? Or nt yet? Dunnoe ar.. It's ms judith that keeps the class laughing their asses off by her jokes.. Lol..
She supports the creation of women more than man.. ***ist? Lmao.. Geog was sleepy by then.. MT MORE sleepy than that.. 1 period of syarahan again.. Gawd!! I want ms farrah back siaaa.. She'll be bck on mon! N im ready for my first qn that im gonna ask her.. Blahblahblah.. Did CIP.. I hate the blok lar ! Scary, sunyi, sombong, sarcarstic, slenger,... All the 's' uh..
Still dunnoe whether i wanna attend the CIP on sat or nt.. Coz of the blk ar... Fasting some more ! the guys were FUNNEH !! Hahha.. They won't fail to make my day.. Mayb i shld go ? I'll think through first.. Then, 2 kittens kena abandoned by their mother was found under some sort of seat at RC.. KITTENS ! So sad.. They were meowing for their mother.. Where the mother siaa..!!! Kalao aku npk dhe, kene rabak dgn aku.. Syarahan uh nt abuse.. Im nt an animal abuser okay.. "cat fight!" dunnoe who mentioned this juz now.. Faiz ehk ? Walked with the guys n fafa to bus stop.. Dngr2 nk jalan kaki all the way per..
The truth was spitted out.. Haizz.. Another needle that has pierced through my heart.. Dunnoe how im gonna take it out now.. Hurting truths right after another in my heart.. I dun like it either.. Im tired.. Where were all yr words ? Were they juz to calm me down at that point of time when the incident happened..? Why did u put up a false hope for me ? U make me wait.. No,im wrong,.. Mayb it's myself ? Im confused n lost.. I dunnoe what im feeling.. Anw, thankz a lot to those two honest guys who blurted out everything.. I reali appreciate it.. and special thankz to my dear fafa who's alwayz there for me,to lend her listening ears, shoulder to cry on.. Though she's alwayz with her syarahan..=.= n iqaaah also! She never fail to cheer me up with her words, innocent n sweet baby face, hands for me to hold on, n everything.. :D sometimes, i feel like im giving u guys a hard time bcoz of me..or im a burden to u guys.. Im reali sowie if im am.. Pls tell me if i am n i won't bother u with my problems anymore aitez.. I dun mind..

P.S; and no one knows why im into u coz they'll never know what it's like to walk in our shoes.. and i dun care what they say/do, im still gonna keep on with what im doin..i've made up my mind to listen to my heart coz hearts won't ever lie.. 33 days n counting.. I won't give up..

;never give up or stop fighting for what i believe in..

wish i could keep u much longer.. I noe u gotta go coz u've got things to do.. <3

2009-08-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..

Today was okay2.. Had sci for first 2 periods..
Got bck some papers.. Aft that, had maths.. proceeded with chapter 9.1.. then blahblahblah..oh ya,the guys saw something n they went excited.. Lol.. Kalao cikgu star ke ape, aku leh fhm uh.. Lmao ! RECESS.. ! Had eng by then..did spelling.. Lit.. Got to noe common test marks.. Scored 25 over what uh ? MT.. Did ws.. Had LCD abt sexuality.. Bored to the core lor... Very lame n pathetic.. Almost slept =.='...Aft sch, went to lib with iqaaah n fafa.. That *** lar !! Oh ya,iqaaah ! Kao masih ade simpan ke tk bende tu ?? Blahblahblah.. Went home.. Boredom strucks me again.. Urghhh

P.S; 32 days n counting..

i won't stop until that boy is mine..

2009-08-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..

had a bad start in the morning.. =.='
was asked to stand during silent reading period in the morning by mr kumar.. Whutt!! Luckily i managed to 'fight' bck n he juz asked me to keep quiet n continue reading my book..-sitting down..
Aft that, had maths.. Went through maths paper n finally finish goin through that paper..
Then, had ict.. Find pics on michael jackson.. Kept singing his songs in com lab.. -.- then blahblahblah.. had sci aft geog..got bck sci paper n i passed!surprisingly coz i do the paper anyhow.. Eng by then..Did speak-up n it was damn scary until i wanna pee in my skirt.. Shhhhh.. Managed to pull through it well.. Jyeaaaah !! im reali hoping n depending on this speak up to do well for my SA2 eng.. Then,
had MT but cikgu nvr came..so, did wkbk..
Aft sch, went home straight despite the heavy rain.. Hahha.. Dah lame tk main air hujan.. reached home quite drenched.. So bored stuck up at home.. Nthg to do..

My post is so random today..wtv uh

P.S; 31 days n counting.. <3

things like yr funny little laugh or the way u smile or the way we kiss.. <3

2009-08-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..

had mass run in the morning.. Then go through geog paper during geog.. Did spelling n corrections for eng.. Lucky nvr do speak up yet.. Nt ready uh.. During recess, did egg reflection.. Hahha.. Then for lit, ms angie didn't came so had to do the lit project.. mt by then.. Nid to do karangan.. Hmpph..

Aft sch, stayed bck to do lit project like again.. Went out of sch to 900 alone :( .. Met fafa n iqaaah at 888.. Sat there a while n went off from there to cozway.. Iqaaah went off first with lynn n i was left with fafa.. She was stressed coz nid to repeatedly col ppl.. Kesian tgk.. Went home n guess that's all..

P.S ; i saw what u wrote, boy.,
28 days n counting..

inside i hope u know i'm dying..

2009-08-13T15:34:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..

well, today got bck geog paper.. Passed ! -.-
Ytd,got bck maths n mly paper.. Passed also except for u noe what.. haizz.. Gonna try harder .. Tmrw will be getting bck science paper.. Ms angie has yet to tell me my lit marks personally.. -.-

Ytd, went bck with naeem n fafa.. laughlaughlaugh.. Teared aft receiving a phonecall.. felt like the world was on me.. I dunnoe how to face this.. A big thank you to naeem for the tissue.. It's toilet paper! Hahha.. cute.. Went home aft that.. As usual, was asked by my dad to message his legs.. Immediately, i did what he said though i juz stepped into the house.. Was tearing when messaging him.. When he asked me why i cried, i juz said that it was bcoz of the ointment.. I can't bear to let him noe coz he'll feel very discourage/upset for himself.. why must all this happen to me ?
Why does my happiness come for only once in a while or sometimes come and go ? Why why?? Haizzz.. I'll juz have to endure n accept the fact..

Nthg much to say bout today coz all i noe is that i was so damn sleepy the whole day.. Oh ya, got back music paper also.. Passed.. N oh ya again.got bck home econs paper ytd.. Passed.. guess that's all

Oh ya, here's a very quick poem which i made last 2 days[?] for someone.. Lmoa!

I know where u stay
Coz i stalked u that day
U don't have to hide
Coz u're alwayz by my side

P.S ; 27 days n counting..

OMG!! Yr hair so cute la !!!!! <3

2009-08-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps!!!

It's alr 11.27 p.m and i have yet to slp...How's common test lately..?? I swear some papers are "don't give me a damn!" to me.. Well, Happy Belated 44th B'day Singapore..!! Im so slow to wish this siaaa.. Okeh shuttup..

sch resume as per normal today.. =.- and and and, the first thing that i saw when i stepped into the classroom was something that caught my attention!! Something different!! It's back n better than before!!! It's his haircut!! Omg.. It's so cute.. !! he looks like a lil kid in that hairstyle.. awww.. Obviously and as usual, i went crazy n was admiring his hairstyle/him.. But deep inside my heart, i teared..
How i wish that i could run my fingers over his hair again.. How i wish that i could sit beside him n tell him how cute he is in his new hairstyle.. How i wish that i could admire his smile.. and get irritated when he used to stare at me through my eyes... Haizz.. Dream on shabella.. U'll juz have to wait i guess.. Damn.. I miss u a lot..
Lessons went as per normal.. Was faking smiles n laughters at times..

Went for choir aft sch.. Was so chaotic i tell u n i juz got to noe that my sec 1 lil cute junior guy,is so damn horny.. Like seriously.. He asked me a lot of qns on sex n kept asking ppl to lend him any sci/bio txtbk.. N all i do was giggled n said "go ask yr mom.." and he was like giving me that innocent,sulking yet cute face of his and said "my mom is nt gd at her eng.." lmao..!!!! So cute.. He made my day for today..lol .. practisepractise..whole choir kena punishment n nid to run juz now..

Guess that's all ? Yeaaaaaaah..

P.S ; yr hair!!! i wanna see it again..<3

SUPERMAN!!

2009-08-08T13:21:00.000+08:00

Herlow there peeps!! I've changed my blogskin alr..yeah.. This is my 3rd skin for the 2 [?] years since i create this blog.. I noe im so dead..hahha.. But,im so elated okaaay.. Btw,a few reasons why i chose this blogskin is bcoz
it's Naziz!! Any idea?? It's frm the superman returns movie uh.. The person who creates this blogskin was inspired by the movie..so, he/she creates this cool blogskin.. I love u!!
Most importantly.it's related to my dear Superman.. And and and, my aunt 'bought' for me this superman necklace *looks above*.. Omg!! I so damn love it..wohoo

Okaaay..enough said bout Superman.. Well,ytd had the NDP celebration at sch,in the hall.. It was so damn boring to me coz we sang like only 2[?] songs.. So pathetic.. Aft the celebration,gave nora a surprise present.. Hope she likes it though she said that i shamed her[?]
Bought food n lepak under fafa's blk with iqAAAh n fafa..i didn't noe that birds can eat spicy crackers-hot n spicy Chipster.. LMAO.. Then.there's this lizard which was like a worm/snAke n has a white stripe by the sides of its body.. Hahha.. cool ! Went to Fu Shan garden aft that ..played n behaved like kids there..weeee..
Then went home n went out again to eat KFC with my aunt.. changed my blogskin upon reaching home..

P.S; 22 days n counting..

2009-07-31T15:08:00.000+08:00

Herlow there peeps.. It's alr the end of the wk before our common test which will be on nxt Mon!! Omgzzz.. Time flies real fast than i could imagine..i better give my best shot this time round.. Ain't gonna let down my parents no more.. Well,today was okay2 i guess.. Clarified/settled with nadiah alr i guess :D jgn fikir yg bkn2 lagi tau.. Geography was making me sleepy... eng also.. Then blahblahblah.. Had lit aft recess...2 periods! Can die during her lesson.. Something happened n upset her.. Shall not mention abt it.. Then,she start her 'syarahan' AGAiN... N was unhappy/disappointed/angry or wadsoever with our class.. N in the end,she didn't scale down the number of poems that we have to study juz becoz of that.. Wtf la.. Haizzz so upset or mad by then.. If we fail,yr fault laaaa... Y can't u juz forgive n forget?? still,u said u r happy coz we will have to study 10 poems instead of 4.. Haizz.. What if we fail ?? will u be happy ? Nvm.. Thinking through,it's our fault after all n nt yr fault.. Why do we have to suffer also when we didn't even did anything wrong? I mean it's nt us who upsets u.. Nvmnvm.. crapped with nora during mt.. went for and that's the end of my story for today..

P.S; study hard n don't let me down.. Prove to me that u let me go becoz u wanna do the best for urself.. <3
lazy to go for CCA tmrw!!! menyibok jerrrr...

today is supposed to be our day..

2009-07-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

-How long is this gonna take,boy ??

Herlow there peeps.. As u can see,the date is supposed to be 30/07/09 n time now is 11.30..
Well,today is supposed to be............ I can't bear to explain it any further as i guess most of u noe.. haizz..
Went to sch with fafa n ruzanna.. Lessons as per normal except that Mr Ng nvr came.. During recess,i broke down n guess noboby noticed or shld i say nobody cares.. I dun even ask for sympathy..so,shutup n forget abt it..
had sci trail during sci.. n i lov it freakin' much except for the weather which spoils the day..
Playground-ed n behaved like kids with Nas n Asyraf.. Lol.. i miss playground times.. Then blahblahblah.. Went home with nora n crapped a lot.. Met up with my mom at cozway to buy my sis's cake.. Oh ya,iqaaaaah, my sis b'day falls on the same day as u!!! -.- then,saw him with his friend.. I miss those times when we r out.. ;(
Went home n bhaaaam!! Ppl kept msg-ing and calling me.. Urgghh.. Nk tdo pun tk senang.. Woke up n did my eng speech.. juz finished..

Guess that's all.. Yeaaaah

P.S; 13 days n counting.. I'll wait n mean what i've said.. i guess u r the winner coz u kept running in my mind n im the loser coz i can't shoot u down.. It's better that way,i guess..

long time nvr update

2009-07-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

-my feelings won't fade for u..

herlow there peeps..
Firstly,ignore the wrong date n timing of my posts..it's alwayz like that.. =.="
Well,i noe it's like ages i nvr update my dead blog.. gonna talk abt last two days n today..

last two days..
Went to changi airport to send my maid home.. N u noe what.. It's my FIRST time setting my foot on Changi Airport.. I noe this kindda sound like lame,noob or wadsoever.. But shuttUp ok.. I get excited abt new things easily.. So, i was like running arnd the whole plc.. I noe i sound like a kid here now but shuttup again coz i like the floor!! took some picCs there.. Ate POPEYE (?) .. yeah.. I so fking lov the fries there.. then,walkwalk n went home.. Jyeah..fun day..

Today,
Wasn't feeling well the whole day.. Dunnoe why.. went home aft sch n didn't go for the speech thing instead coz teacher forced me to rest at home.. -.- i wanna see but can't.. ;( so,im currently at home now.. Typing all this crap n chatting with dear rasyiqah who is down with fever.. Haizz.. Take care okaaaay.. N fafa too!! Miss u guys loadz.. N im feeling better alr.. So,im so gonna go to sch tmrw.. jyeaaaah..

Guess that's all.. Yeaaaah
Take care of yr health ppl.. Exams nearing alr!!

P.S; 10 days n counting.. Imissyousomuch, boy..
Im gonna wait no matter how long it takes coz my heart tells me to.. I longed to get all those sweet memories again from u.. It's not complete yet.. i believe that our chapter is still unfinished n has no ending..
-my heart won't ever lie..

it's hard for me,boy

2009-07-18T12:29:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..

I wanna say thankz to the ppl who helped me with the problem i faced recently.. I shld say that u guys gave me the strength to carry on.. I reali reali appreciate yr help n i badly hope that i could repay u guys one day.. I have to admit that i'm still not over it n while i type this out, my tears are flooding my eyes still.. Let me cry my heart out.. I dun mind crying coz i'm used to it alr n i truly lov him much.. He's different from the others.. I'll be missing u damn much boy.. I'm willing to let u go coz i lov u n like what i've said to u.. I'm willing to do anything for u to prove that u'll always live in my heart no matter what happens.. I mean what i say n i keep to the promises that i've made to u.. Though it hurts me a lot, I'll be waiting for u no matter how long it takes.. I swear this is what i'm gonna do for my love to u.. There's no other guy who can replace u in my heart n it'll remain the same till my last breath.. I dun wanna take a breath without u here with me,in my life.. I dun blame u for the tears that flows out from my eyes.. It's an obstacle which i have to face.. N i'll fight for it..

I miss yr warm embrace,
I miss yr tender touch,
I miss yr laughter,
I miss hearing yr voice over my phone,
I miss the scar that u left on my leg,
I miss the times we had together,
I miss those sweet memories that we create.
i miss u badly...

P.S; i'll be waiting for it..

iffa's belated bday

2009-07-10T21:22:00.000+08:00

herlow there =)

Firstly,i would like to wish FAFA SAYWHALE! A happy 14th belated birthday!!! I noe i'm late to post this wish.. But who cares.. Anw,i was the first person to wish her on her birthday itself.. Hahha.. Blueeeek :P the celebration was gr8.. Managed to bash fafa on her face.. Hahahahaha.. "Feel how i feel when u did to me last time.." lol .. Well, 2 down n 3 more to go.. Korang tunggu ehk.. Nyahaha
Enough said bout what happened ytd.. -.-

Today, had mass run as per normal...
Geog aft that.. My fave subject..! Then blahblahblah.. Oh ya,i'm lovin SCIENCE A LOT.. Coz the teacher rocksxz okaaay!! N coz the next few topics will be more to biology which im totally into it... Yeaaaah!! N lit is all abt poems/poetry which i love too!! Wow.. I guess i'll be loving this term n i reali am goin to do my best shot this term..

Almost forgot abt smthg which happened 2 days ago.. Well, i had to go for an audition for the end of yr musical dinner thingy.. N what's worst is that i sang infront of my non-choir members or shld i say classmates/schoolmates!! I swear my heart was popping out n i wanna faint at that moment.. That was like my biggest 'fear' as in embarrassment in my life.. But i managed to overcome it :) so,im in for this event when i don't even wish for it.. urghh.. This will be like another boundary/obstacle which i have to face coz it will affect my studies especially.. Haizz.. I reali have to do my best this time.. I ain't gonna let this be the cause of my bad results in the future.. well,training will start as soon as this monday.. Yeaaah.. So fast to me..and im dreading myself to go for it..
Guess that's all.. Yeaaaah

P.S; times change, n somehow people change.. :(
What's happening??? I don't expect all this to happen.. Haizz

emozzzz

2009-07-01T17:15:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..

Well,today was fine.. But sadly nt at the end of the day.. Im reali sowie to the ppl who r affected by me... I hope u guys understand the situation that i'm in..i got nthg else to say..

P.S; im running out of patience.. All my emotions r out of control now n u got my mind spinning...
It's taking everything to juz breathe...
I'm confused n lost with u..

back to school

2009-06-29T20:40:00.001+08:00

Mind you.. im dating with my bloody lesbie.. -.-

My own personal bloody lesbie.. =) lov her loadz.. Cute kan gbr? =)

Herlow there peeps!!

How's yr first day of sch? well,it was a blast for me.. Enjoyed today a lot.. Attacked my bloody clone the first thing when i saw her.. I miss her a loadz.. N she has grown adorably!! Awwwww.. So sweet n adorable.. Tk jelak tgk dhe..
new timetable given alr n new teachers for some subjects.. -.-
Went to eat at macs aft sch with the bloody fucktards...
Walkwalk at cwp awhile.. n went to lepak with fafa n iqah under fafa's blk until arnd 5.30..
Walked in the rain.. Went home n was attacked by migraine.. Arghhh.. Hate it..
Has been sneezing continously until now.. Im sick!!! Thankz to the rain uh.. Urghhh..
Can't go to slp either.. Haizz..

P.S; i wonder how tmrw will turn out.. Hope it'll be gd.. <3

went out to buy shoes with my aunt

2009-06-28T01:19:00.000+08:00

herlow there..

Well,went out today with my aunt..
Went to arnd wdlnd chkpt there..
Searched the shoe that i wanted but didn't manage to find.. *sob2 :( .. So went to buy another shoe brand.. Bought 2 of them :)
Walkwalkwalk.. headed to cwp.. Walkwalkwalk.. Couldn't manage to bump into dear noraaa.. :( bought food n went back home arnd 10plus.. Will be goin to cut my hair tmrw morning.. Gonna miss my damn irritating freaking long fringe badly :(

P.S; breathe slow or i'll lose u,boy <3

transformers!!

2009-06-26T22:01:00.001+08:00

Herlow there =)

Had a gr8 time ytd with my family at jurong point.. the movie was a blasssst/gr8/awesooome/fantastic to the core.. I would rate infinte stars for it.. N it was super loong .. Took 2hrs n 30 mins.. I wanna watch it again.. most probably when sch reopens.. N i oso wanna wat Ice Age 3 n UP.. Wooohoo..!!!!!! Im becoming a movie freak alr.. Anyone care to join me.. Hahha -.- aft that,went shopping!!! I miss shopping with them.. Bought 2 dresses.. Im becoming a dress freak alr.. -.- walkwalkwalk.. Then headed back home.. that's for ytd..
Well,today im gonna buy my sch shoes n probably cut my hair with my aunt.. n i still got no idea of where i can get the shoe i wanted -.-..
Better get prepared now.. =)

P.S; im sick,im missing u... <3

goin to watch transformers tmrw!!

2009-06-25T18:37:00.000+08:00

Herlow there!! =)

Currently doin sci ws.. Bored as usual..
I can't wait for tmrw to come coz i'm gonna watch Transformers with my family.. Wooohoooo!!! Booked tickets alr.. =)
Anw,wanna noe smthg..?? Megan fox is actuali a guy.. At the age of 16, 'his' parents gave 'him' a b'day present.. Which is to 'transform' him into a girl.. as a result, they changed 'his' name to Megan Fox.. I can't remember what is 'his' name actuali.. So,this is what i heard n read from the internet.. U guys believe it? I don't reali believe what i hear n see coz she's beautiful rite.. I mean seriously.. Agree? Well,enough of this.. Errr.. I've got nothing else to post abt..
till here.. =)

P.S: i can't wait!! Currently doing a countdown.. -.-
Hold on n don't let go of me,boy.. <3

arrrrr....

2009-06-23T11:29:00.000+08:00

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Out with amalina n fafa on sat.. =)

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I was practically laughing till my stomach hurts -.-

herlow there!! =)

first of all,im damn worried bout the freakin' H1N1.. arghh... Getting more n more each day.. *sighh*
N what that freaks me out is that MOH/MOE stated that there'll be quarantine for those students who went overseas during the sch holidays but sch will resume as per normal for the others.... Bacin btol.. arghhh.. Y i nvr go?? *Regretzzz* I WANT QUARANTINE LARRRRR!!!
Okay.. Stop it lar..
Well,finished both the maths assignment alr.. N i PASSED for both the tests unexpectedly!! Thankz to NORAAA for the encouragement n motivation that she has given me.. Sayaaaaaaang kao!! As a token of appreciation,im gonna blanja her when sch reopens.. =)
Still haven't done the sci ws though.. -.-
6 more days till sch reopens.. Jyeah..?!

P.S; ppl, pls LOG ON TO www.channelnewsasia.com n VOTE if u have not.. Thankz a loadz.. Must ehy =)

holidays such a bore!

2009-06-15T19:23:00.001+08:00

herlow there peeps..
How r yr hols? well,i've nt been updating lately coz there's nothing i wanna post abt.. Hols are such a bore to me.. So damn freaking bored..i rather go to sch than spending my time on this freakin' hols..

I miss school..
I miss sitting on my chair..
I miss vandalising my table..
I miss hearing some of my beloved teachers' 'syarahan'..
I miss the ringing of the sch bell..
I miss eating with my fwens..
I miss 'sleep-reading' at the parade square..
I miss school badly..!!

Well,currently preparing for speech day..jyeah!
Nothin' to do at home..
I wanna cut my stupid damn irritating fringe...(badly!)

i dunnoe what else to post abt now..bored!!

P.S; i noe what u're abt to say..
Juz keep it to yrself coz i can't bear to noe the truth from u..
Don't make me running round in circles..
It hurts me badly when u knock me down with the truth..

home sweet home..

2009-06-05T19:10:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps!!
Im back from CC.. Well,find it quite boring n tiring.. Had to surrender my phone :(
Had amazing race n so on..
it was 11pm plus by then.. Had haunted mansion by then... MALAM JUMAAT!! Get this clear in yr head..Well,didn't went nt bcoz i was scared but i was practically dozing off.. Lol
The event ended arnd 2.. Some cried.. Lol.. Aru msk dah nangis..some laugh?? We slept in the music room.. Cool or what?? Air-con :) was freezing cool but managed to slp for oni 4 freaking short hrs.. Arghh!! Went home arnd 9 n finally got my hp back !! :) yeah..
I miss my bed,
I miss my 'baby'
I miss u guys,
I miss him..
so,went home n slept till 5..lol
Currently,bored to death here..
He's having his camp till sun.. turn by turn?? :(
Speech day is nxt month!! N im hoping that i get nominated to act.. :)

P.S: for some ppl,don't forget to do yr sci survey.. :)

Don't mean to be blue,
Don't mean to be sad,
Juz gotta say,
I'll miss u like mad....!! <3 :(

camp tmrw!!!!

2009-06-03T17:54:00.001+08:00

herlow there peeps..
well,had maths remedial ytd.. went off early coz got yellow light.. hahhs..mcm phm ate at mac with fafa n went home aft that..
reached home n went out again to go out with my aunt..jyeah..
bought a new dress..yay!!
currently packing my bag for tmrw's CC (Choir Camp) -.-
im so ready..
Oh ya,don't call me aitez.. text oni.. will reply asap :)

random :)

aft eating..lol -.-

P.S: miss me.. :)

sick,sick,sick!!!!!!

2009-05-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps...
First of all,it's SUNDAY alr!!!! Im waiting to hear stories of the camp from some of my beloved fwens..hahhahahha.. Gonna pick some to be my victims.. -.- anw,still sick.. getting MORE sick this time..arghhhhh!!!! Having flu n headaches..
Ermm.. I dunnoe what time u guys go back..!!
How to noe ehk???? Am i supposed to wait till night time..?? -.- nvm..
Anw,confessed to my dad bout my results alr..
He was quite disappointed yet understanding..hah..cool? Not! He told me that my results are ok n asked me to try again for the nxt term..jyeah.. I will dad!! Anw,thankz a loadz to the ppl who gave me the encouragement all this while to try harder.. n specially thankz to fafa for believing that i can clinch back my top 10 position and get the result that im supposed to get.. I reali appreciate yr words of encouragement guys.. :)
once again, THANKZ A LOADZ!!! SAYANG KORANG!!!
Guess i have said what i wanna say.. Bye :)

P.S; i miss u guys!! Especially IQAH.NORA,FAFA N HyM...!!!! <3
I'm still waiting here.. Hmmpph...

im sick

2009-05-31T04:00:00.000+08:00

Herlow there peeps..
Currently sick now..seriously im nt lying.. Having a terrible flu.. To the sec 2s who went for the camp,have fun aitez.. Was shocked to noe that quite a number nvr go due to some personal reasons... Anw,i miss u guys badly ;(
1 more day to go.. Still waiting here.. Im sure u guys r having a lot of fun out there..
Guess that's all.. :)

P.S; imy boy..<3
It's been a mth now :)
Anw,here's a poem that i wrote for u...

When i first met you,
I knew you were something new.
I tried to scream,
Coz i thought it's all a dream.
The love that we share,
Is something so real.
I don't want it to go away,
I juz want you to stay.
To heal my heart,
That has been left with broken parts.
Coz i believe,
That u could release.
The unbearable pain,
That is in vain.

>Please stay>..<3

arghhhhh!!!

2009-05-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..
My mock streaming result sucks to the core!!
I don't noe what happened to me.. Are my brain cells dying?? Haizz..
Whatever it is,i don't wanna land in that bloody fucking class.. I can't let myself be there either.. I vow/promise to myself that i will study damn hard from today onwards..here is how it goes..

I,Nurshabella Bte Mohamed Mahlil,promise that
I wanna go for tution..
I will revise almost everyday..
I will concentrate in class..
I dun wanna play arnd anymore..
I will not disappoint my parents anymore..
I dun wanna stay back aft sch anymore..

Signed on 28.5.09, 7.15pm
Witnessed first by my aunt..

anw,guess i am crazy in sch nowadays yet depressed.. Rite fafa? Hah
oh yeah,i wanna participate in the end of yr dinner event...!!! I am so ready for it!!
Guess that's all.. Yeah

P.S: i miss u iqah!! -.-
-why are u being like this?

omg

2009-05-22T21:38:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..

Im reali disappointed with my bloody results..
I dunnoe how am i supposed to face my parents.. I dropped drastically..
Shuttup with that now..

Ytd had the workshop thingy..
Very bored.. I mean its cs..
We had been doin handshakes all the way..
B.O.R.I.N.G
Then kena saboed..? Some ppl pushed him to handshake with me.. My face turned red and i was out of words.. So ran away.. Hahha
blahblahblah..
Aft recess,had to come out with a skit..
My grp was supposed to do abt a grp of students talking loudly in the lib..smthg like that.. So,i started out with a topic abt student councillors..Complain n complain loudly.. Then suddenly,my mind was blank.. I dunnoe what else to say abt that topic.. smthg struck my mind aft that..American idol-adam lambert.. So,started complaining abt that topic..like "he's a gay" n so on..i was like omg,wth,wtf am i talking abt??? Frm student councillor to american idol..seriously,it is damn ilogical..
when we finished,the teacher started talking abt adam lambert.. Duh! Some had a short,friendly debate with her..hahha
Blahblahblah..workshop ended alr..

Stayed bck aft sch to do the sci project with fafa in the classroom..before that,we rushed to our homes coz we forgot to bring our ipw file..so,rolled off in the scroching hot weather..
I hate the weather nowadays..agree?? Hahha
Then headed back to sch..arrived at arnd 3..
We forgot to buy the paint and brushes..
So,went arnd our class in search of the materials needed.. Guess what.. We found EVERYTHING we needed..hahha..cool kepe?
I must say that our class is seriously like a 'karang guni' place..haizz
Anw,thankz a loadz for the 'free' materials..Lol
started doin our project..were talking crap n blasting music.. Fun eh..hahha
Ended arnd 7 n found that we r the oni ones in the sch.. Hahha
Rch arnd 7.30.. on the phone with him..talked crap..
Guess that's all..? Yeaaaah..

P.S: the truth hurts when it was revealed..
There's no turning back now..
Im reali disappointed with you..
It's too late now..

pain3...!!!!

2009-05-19T18:44:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..

My body is aching like hell frm mr joe's pe lesson ytd..Lebam everywhere.. Haizz
Been having moodswings nowadayz n ppl arnd me seemed to be different.. Projects coming in.. quite a number.. MT periods replaced by another period/subject for 2 wks..
And oh ya.. I so damn can't wait for tmrw's performance by my class n others.. So damn gonna laugh till i cry.. I CAN'T WAIT!!!! 13 more hrs.. Arghh.. So long.. Anw, vote for 2E2 yaw!!
Support us!!! :) lastly,i managed to stay in my section..!!! im so damn happy rite now..!!!

And and and.. I <3 adam lambert..!! But sometimes i have doubts of it also.. Coz kris n adam are so damn hottttttttttt guys in the finals!! either any of them wins,im still gonna <3 n support them both.. :)

P.S: Can't wait for tmrw..!
Can't wait for the result show..!!
Can't wait for sch break!!!

Y r u like this?

meeting him soon..

2009-05-16T12:25:00.000+08:00

I nid a change from u..

Herlow there peeps.. Gonna post bout ytd n part of today..
Ytd,had no mass run..jyeah .. Teared when mr ng announced that he's nt gonna be our form teacher from term 3 onwards.. Haizz
Though a lot came to calm me down,i juz couldn't.. "he's still gonna teach eng n he's still be in sch.. It's nt like he's goin overseas.." i noe..i noe that..! It's juz nt gonna be the same anymore.. Can't u see? There'll be less laughter n especially time together.. Haizz ;(
something unexpected happened aft that..shall nt mention abt it..
He asked me to tag along with his fwens to watch movie but i refused for some reasons..
Thought of meeting him aft that but the weather spoilt it..rained.. seriously bad day ytd.. Went home n dozed off.. Totally freaking bored..
Well..hoping for a gd day today..oh please..
Will be meeting him shortly for a short while..
Better get prepared now.. :)

P.S: it takes time to understand each other..

outing

2009-05-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

herlow there..Today went for the outing with the ppl..
Rolled off to amk hub.. I hate that deserted place..-.- Walked arnd aimlessly while waiting for the movie to start.. 17 again!! That movie left me with an inspiration or what do u call that..huh? Nvm.. The thing is choose the right n best path for yr future.. For guys,hold yr semen/sperms till u get married coz u'll juz make the girls suffer. ."sex does nt make love happen.." for girls, plz don't satisfy the guy's dirty wish though they shower u with all the 'sweet talks'..coz obviously u'll suffer n regret what u've done.. What am i talking..?? -.- rubbish

After that,went to catch the train.. Upon reaching there,nora realized that she lost her purse..haizz.. So,went back to the cineplex to look for her lost purse.. She had to follow this particular guy to the hall.. Hehheh.. luckily,she found it..:) then,we went back to the mrt station and catch the train.. Dropped off at cozway to eat at mac.. Was upset.. Haizz

Went back home..upon reaching home,my hp 'cough'.. Yeah :) he wanna meet me for a while..*jumps up n down* after being upset.. So went out frm hse..Met him for half an hour..
N jyeah..he brightens up my bad day.. Thankz
Guess that's all.. Yeah
Oh ya,almost forgot.. ADAM LAMBERT was hot n he rocks the show juz now.. Weeeeee.. I support u!!! Hope u be in the finals..no nt finals but the next hot american idol!!... Ahhh!!!! :) Amin..

P.S; U kiddin me? Seriously..

herlow3!!!

2009-05-07T20:44:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeeeepz....
Ermm.. Went to lib again with gylerz today..
Arghh.. no hope for my sci to get A1 for this exam.. So damn sad.. I dunnoe what's happening to me.. Im beginning to slack..Somebody help me!!! I so need a tutor..;(
jyeah..tmrw will be the last papers that would crack my brain.. I so want it to be over..fast!!
cant wait to start on a fresh term.. Geography!!
it's 8.55 n i still haven't study..arghhh..i hate myself.. Stop it la bodohsxz..
Oh ya,where was i? Ok2..
out with gylerz again..went to lib while waiting to grab the McValue lunch..hahha
then bck to lib again n lepak,Study or eyeing on ppl??
Our spot was quite unlucky i think..
Arnd 1.30,went to meet ehem2..
he wanted to study FnN but turned out to be studying science n i had to kindda teach him.. hah..
Arnd 5 went bck home n went out with mom n bro to cozway to buy my bro's thermometer..
Searched it like hell..we were lyke circling the whole of cozway juz for that thing..
No stock!! Nora,i agree to what u said......!!!!!!!! *nods head repeatedly*..
Kiasu sia s'pore..arghh..
Went home after that..
It's 9.10 now..whutt!!! time flies so fast..arghh
I nid to study!!!! But MLS!!! *chants*
Im starting now..opening!!! (dont get the wrong thinking)..
3,.2,.......1
Yeah!! I've opened it!!! -.-
Im stress rite now..

Gtg,bye!!

home sweet home

2009-05-07T09:33:00.000+08:00

herlow there peeps..!
Im back from CC..
Well,find the camp quite boring n tiring..
Im still having the hand cramps till now..
wanna noe why? Coz my grp <3 girls including me> had to carry a boy,who is our grp member, using a sleeping bag n a bamboo pole oni,n walk the most number of steps arnd the sch.. Can u iMagine that?? So,our grp walked the most number of steps.. We walked
the path surrounding the parade square.. A total of 437 steps.. Wow..?? We r the oni grp with girls' strength n the rest had at least men' strength..so,it shows girl's power..?? Lol.. -.- We slept at the music room for the nite.. Cool or whutt? Freezing cold in there..
N wanna noe smthg? We had haunted mansion on that nite which was organised by our sec 3 leaders.. MALAM JUMAAT!!! Get this clear in yr head..! i didn't went for it coz it's nt bcoz im scared okay.. But bcoz i was dozing off alr.. It was alr 12 plus at that time.. N the event was still goin on.. It ended arnd 1 plus,goin to 2.. Some cried.. baru msk dah nangis.. while some laugh??.. So,had 4 hrs of slp oni and it was nt enough!! Went bck home arnd 9 n finally got my phone back ! :) it was kept by my teachers.. I was totally desperate for my hp till i kept chanting "i want my phone back!" for the whole camp.. Some ppl were annoyed/irritated at me.. Lol
Home sweet home..
I miss my bed,
I miss my cat,
I miss my 'baby'
I miss u guys
I miss him..
So,went home n slept till 5..hahha
Im bored to death here..arghh..
He's having his camp till sun.. :( turn by turn??
Haizz.. Speech day is coming n i wanna act.. jyeah.. i hope i get nominated.. :)

P.S: imy!!! <3
for some ppl,dont forget to do yr sci survey aitez.. :) n enjoy yr holidays!!

Don't mean to be blue,
Don't mean to be sad,
Juz gotta say,
I'll miss u like mad!! :(

ok2..i update since my blog is dead..hahha

2009-05-02T13:38:00.000+08:00

herlow peeps!!
I know my blog is dead here..Don't bother reading it if u agree..hahha
Ermm..hmm..umm..MYE is starting alrdy..
I don't even realised n am nt serious for it...
WHATTT!!! I nid to maintain my top 10..!! ARGHH!! I nid help...!? And what,,..!! My bday is on the same day as hist exam..pfft..
Worst still,i forgot to bring bck my hist txtbk!!
Now,i can oni depend on the slides mdm radiah gave..i hope i pass..:) seriously..
Ok..lazy to continue.. Will update asap..:)

nthg to do..

2009-03-08T17:44:00.000+08:00

hello peeps!!

ermm,okay..juz gonna post abt events that happen recently..

i'm getting more n more stress with things that change suddenly!!!
i wanna be in yr arms.. away frm all those stressful events..
bz with SYF n sports thingy..
moodswings..
n i reali miss you much dear..
i had sleepless nights..haizz
i seriously miss u..

P.S: do u know how much i reali love you..
i give my heart n soul to u..
u're the one who set me free frm my sorrows..
an angel frm the sky,.
i can't do this thing called life without u here with me..
juz keep loving me,the way u loving me..
i'm grateful to have u by my side..
i'm in love with u..

merepek sial

2009-03-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

herlow peeps.. for this entry, bear with me kae..

nowadays,people are getting the hell out of me...
aku tk carik pasal dgn kao,kao tk yah nk susah2 carik pasal dgn aku eh..
aku mls nk buang air liuh aku pat kao.. kan lagi bagos kao duduk one corner n shut yr bloody fucking mouth up.. nk bobal burok psl orng mcm makcik sesat siot..
kao patut bersyukor yg aku tk ckp ape2 ar.. kalau tk happy,jumpe aku ar..
step baik je..padahal hati busok mcm bau pantat kau..
kau dah jumpe ke lom ar??
ala la.. lom jumpe eh? kecian..
padanmuke kau sial.. tk yah nk ckp sowie eh!!!
kau tk akan dpt jumpe buah kau ah...

happy new month to March!!!

2009-03-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

First3 of all.........

HAPPY NEW MONTH TO MARCH!!!

Ok,..i dunnoe why i m saying this but seriously,i m hoping for a good mth from today onwards..february sucksssssssss like hell!! reali hate it.. wish that this year was like last year.. ;(

kaykay..i juz badly want a good march that's all..can?

have to adapt to some changes in my life..

am keeping my mouth shut this month..:X

dun wanna get into trouble..

and lastly stop disturbing my life lar..{insertname} tkde life sendiri kepe?

dah ade pompan tu,duduk diam2 ar.. tk yah nk kacau aku lagi ah sial.. n tk yah nk cakap buruk blkng aku ar.. kalau berani bantai,bantai ar.. sape kisah sak..

kalau tk puas hati,cakap ar dgn aku.. tk yah nk sembunyi2 mcm kau dah hilang buah kau kae.. aku mls nk lyn orng mcm kau ar.. pengecut..

n lastly,aku dah tkde hati untk kau lagi ar siot..kau tk yah nk gi blg orng2 yg aku masih ade hati untk kau ar..gi berangan sudah.. pandang diri sendiri dulu lar.. btol nye tkde otak..chibai lar kau..harap2 kau dpt jumpe buah kau yg dah putos kae.. AMIN!!! {insertname}

see how my life reali is..

people dunnoe how miserable my life is.. nobody understands though some tried to..

urghhhh..stop talking abt yr life lar sha..

guess that's all that i wanna post?? yeah right

P.S; harap2 kau faham eh sial..

happy 1 mthsary sayang!!!!

2009-02-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

First of all.......................

♥♥Happy 1 mthsary to me n sholihin!!!♥♥

okae,today actuali intended to go out with him but he was bz..;( nvm

went for choir n was nt in the mood coz the couples in choir spoil my mood sia..

i was like focusing on what they get frm their bf/gf and not on the conductor..lol

lucky nvr kena do creek..

waited for iffa n the rest n went home together...

still not in the mood..pat luar lagi bnyk couple sia..

He was at malaysia so i can't contact him..haizz

went to iffa's hse to teman her until she's off to Andalus n i went back arnd 3 plus..

IFFA WEAR TUDUNG SO TEMBAM LIKE BABY!!HAHHA!!! :P ..BLUEEKK..!!!

went back home n blah3...

ok..dah mls nk continue..

P.S: ♥I noe that u may be bz but i'll assure that u're always in my heart..♥

imy..

ily...

back to blogging..

2009-02-02T22:50:00.000+08:00

Herlow people out there..
yEah..i noe i'm lazy to post..but nvm coz i'm posting now.. -.-
ermm.i juz post in bullet points kae..bear with me..

enjoying life with S.M .. :>
for choir,managed to get into SYF..dun wanna go in lah siol..my voice suckz like hell n still say that it's gd...arghh..hope that i fail for the last final round that will be at the end of term 3..
have mood swings nowadayz..
having stupid CCM programme.. -.-
'pokai'/'po kai' alrdy.. ok, y shld i let u all noe abt this?stupid.. ~.~

guess,that's all??

yeah right..

i may be buzy,but i'll assure that u're in my heart..

morning ppl

2009-02-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

Rise n shine peeps.. :)

currently getting ready for maths remedial today.. Wohoo..!!!??? ermm.. I am so damn happy coz im nt sick animore n im so goin for the choir camp.. Weeeee!!! At least i can enjoy a camp during this bored-to-death month.. Pheewww... Oh ya, my bandage is opened alr.. Means my knee heal alr.. But still ewwww to be seen.. that is so random.. I dunnoe what to write.. Hahhahahha.. -.- bye :)

P.S: Take a deep breath now coz it's finally over dear..

LOng time never post...........!!!!!!!!

2009-01-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

HeRlOw peeps out there..

i noe it's been quite a while that i haven't post..
so,how's school so far for u all??
ermm,mine is okay..
opening my heart to someone alrdy..ILHM...
hate maths a loadz bcoz of the 'ar' teacher..
dunnoe how to teach..like talking to herself..agree?? haizz
the rest of the subjects are ok..
currently suffered pain on left leg..baby also having cramps..haizz
he juz recovered from his injury..now my turn..
ok...i dunnoe what else to say..
that's all..

P.S: IMYSM BOY...

Ytd's post n today..

2009-01-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

YTD'S POST N TODAY..

HeRlOw people..
ok..i wanna post abt ytd n today..
ytd,i was late of meeting nora,iqah n iffa..first time arh..-.-
i was so stressed i couldn't reach school on time..luckily,we r nt late..
then lessons started as per normal..
haiyo..i don't like the maths teacher ar.. always with her 'ar' n her runway..
make me have headache seyh..
sci was fun..coz ms judith is always cracking jokes whenever she's in a good mood especially in choir..but then ar,be careful coz she can go like mad when she's nt happy with anything.. that's what i can remember abt ytd..

today,iffa n rasyiqah were late..haha..iffa 2 times alrdy..
3 times must be given punishment ehk..ok wadever
then.i was stressed again coz we r so late this time round!!!
i m havin yellow light n stressed!!
then,we decided to hail a taxi instead..*pheww*
but,i still stressed!! scared kena punishment..
luckily,we r on time.. y everytime close call?? haizz
then,had lessons as per normal..
but i wasn't normal!!! still havin yellow light!!! hate it!!
it went on for 3 hrs n i couldn't concentrate on what any teacher had said..
it's like the worst yellow light i have ever had.. duh
during recess,went to the toilet but cannot come out ar..eeeeee!!!!
i didn't eat anything coz got no appetite..
after recess,still have yellow light.. haiyo..
went to the toilet again during D&T..
luckily,feel better..*pheww*
then,i was back to my own self after that..yeah!!!!
then blah3..
went home with nora n jieshi..
realised that my sore throat was getting worst n i have flu!!
feeling sick n weak today..

till here

P.S: i misssss you, boy..

first day of skool...

2009-01-03T00:52:00.000+08:00

Hi there peeps..
today was the first day of school..
went to school with iffa & rasyiqah..
n rasyiqah was doing her hmwk in the bus,standing...haizz
itulah budak pandai.. jk tau iqah..
reached school n was welcomed back n all those stuff..
went up to class..teacher was Mr Ng n Mr Kumar....haizz
quite strict..dunnoe ar...-.-
then need to fill up all sorts of forms..very 'leceh'
bell rang n went to recess...this year sec 1 almost all nerdy..agree??
but wait n see coz they confirm will evolve soon..
then went back to class,n had LCD..still need to fill up forms..haiyo.-.-
then blah3..finish school n went to eat with FaFa,Iqah,Nora,Anaz & Janna @ triple 8 KFC
ordered our food n settled down..
chit chat all the way.. all of us excluding Anaz was having a hard time eating coz she kept cracking jokes..lol.. she very fun n entertaining person..
after that,took the bus to int..waved gdbye at Anaz & Janna..
Me,Fafa,Iqah n Nora went to cozway to check out iffa's books..
then walked here n there..then i decided to go home first..
went back home,played PSP n watched tv..so bored..
later at night,otp with fafa..that's all
boring..

till here..
P.S: today i was totally shocked by something..aaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!
i reali can't believe it...!!!!!!!

~had a so called great day..~

2008-12-26T01:18:00.000+08:00

HeRLoW tHeRe EvErYoNe..

HoW'S yr holidaes been?

hmm...ok..today i planned to study with fafa..
i woke up at 10..n called her at 11 plus??
she's still asleep so i asked her to go back to sleep..
kinda rush to her hse..
when i reached there,she still haven't bathe.. -.- haiyo
so,waited for her to bathe..
we headed down to the CC to find a spot to do our hmwk..
after that,went to cozway to check out smthg..
went to buy bubble tea..
head back to the CC n started to do our hmwk or juz sit down???
iffa was playing my psp..n my otak was *buntu* coz i kept thnking of him..
so,we onli started do do our hmwk after 1 hr??
she was hungry so i blanja her again..pity her..haven't eat yet..
then at 6++ went to her hse to pee..lol..
all the toilets at CC locked seh..haizz
i noe it's X'mas but do they have to lock the toilets!!! thAt's RIDICULOUS!!

after that my mom was lyke calling me to go home quickly coz wanna buy my bag..
dashed off to home n headed to take the mrt...
stopped at novena..n rushed to 77th street..
saw a polka-dotted dickies bag..it's kinda retro??
called iffa to tell her abt the bag..said it's ok..so i bought it..
after that,went shopping!!
went home arnd 11..
head back home n here i m bloggin..

till here..

P.S: i miss you.boy..

my cries..

2008-12-25T02:59:00.000+08:00

hI There peeps..

it's been so long since my last post..
a lot of things are happening in my life as usual..
what that i can't stop thinking till now is..him
i don't want to mention who the guy is..

i've fallen for him.
i've never had this feeling before..
i can''t explain why & how but all that i noe is this feeling is killing me..
deep in my heart..
i felt like shouting my lungs out..
i can't stand it any longer..it's too painful for me..
Only Allah knows..how i feel
Right now, i only ask Allah 1 wish that i wanna Him to make it a reality..
that wish is juz to get him by my side..
i think of him every second,minute,hour & days..
imagining how my life would be if he is a part of my life..
but i noe it's impossible for my dream to become a reality..or can it really happen?? i reali dunnoe...
i'm begging and praying to Him every single day..
how i wish he could be a part of me..
how i wish .......
i really lurve him with all my heart..
i don't have the courage to tell my true feelings to him..
is love worth waiting for?? or is it juz a waste of time..??
i can't continue on with my entry animore for now coz..
my eyes are swollen..i'm tired of crying but i juz can't stop..

till here..

P.S: There is a wall of fear & sadness deep inside of my heart baring all love out..
I REALI MISS U BOY ...
I REALI LOVE U ...
i'm sorry coz i can't hold back my tears animore..

*SoBs*

long time never blog..many things had happened

2008-09-10T17:02:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone..back to blogging again..many things happened already...let me juz tell briefly..

got 5th in class for the exams...wohoo!!
started fasting already-to school
had a big fight with someone..haizz
laughing like mad in class..hahax
feeling relaxed and enjoying this month..not too much
homework (x100)..haizz
1 of my hamsters run away already..dunnoe where..*cry*

hmm..thats all i can say..if want to tell more,then it will be super long...

till here

plz forget abt me..don't waste your time on me coz i won't ever be going back to you.better for you to wait for your true love..it's not me kae...i am not meant for you...i hope u get this thing clear in your head....you should noe who am i reffering to..(to the person itself)

ok2..i'll update

2008-08-20T19:09:00.000+08:00

Hi ppl...been lazy to post n got no time..well,let me just summarize had happened for the past few days ar..

WEDNESDAY-today

hmm....was nervous today coz got things to be done to which is

show and tell!!
literature 'drama'!!

hmm...today got back geography test paper/results after recess..i scored 31/35 for the paper...ok2 ar..after that had lit!!(show time!!) then finish my part already,,*relief..still got another fear!!went back to class for eng...i was shivering..until nid to go toilet...hahax...then after some of classmates go already...my turn..was still shivering..start already..i forgot to look up to eye contact with the audience...then after realizing,look up..was shaking uncontrollably...then finish already..was still shivering...cooled down after some time..then blah3..that's all then

TUESDAY

Hmmm....oh ya..had pe..i didn't run so the rest of the class run circuit...after they run,then played rugby....after playing for some time,we were told to stop and gather coz teacher wanna give instructions for the next activity that we are gonna do...after teacher instructed us,the rest of the group starts to play...my group was still toking to mr jong?dunno what his name ar...then suddenly...BOOM!!!my ear 'kena' hit by 1 rugby ball seyyy...the impact was SUPER HARD thAt there was some sort of sound that begins to sound at my ear..the next thing was that the pain from the impact started to 'attack' me...haiyo..so pain sia..cannot tahan sey..so i broke down ar...i got to noe that Nas was the one who accidentally kick the ball..accidentally ar..nt purposely..i didn't mind it at all..for what want to scold him rite??coz accidentally only...the sound was still at my ear...i can't reali hear what people are toking bout....thought that i will lose my 'sense' of found..choy!!crazy ar...people kept shouting at my ear to 'test' whether i can still hear or not..haiyo..i nt deaf okae..after that went up to class..sound still there...after greet ms chan she announced our results...i can't really hear what she toking about...then ms chan said that i got the highest..i can't hear..then amalina turned to face me..she said it's me..i was shocked...good news for me to noe abt it..then blah3... had choir..more alto go to our section..yeah..mr chen conduct us...today can say that he is in a goood mood...lucky ar..or nt he torture us again...sopranos sang super well..we were loud and almost perfect (unexpectedly!!!) YEAH!! probably more people,more sound..then finish already...that's all for today...

MONDAY
hmm..let me just talk abt home econs...thought today got theory but don't have,,have practical instead,,lucky got bring apron or not 'kena' shout by mdm fong...so,we are supposed to cook a burger...all was ok to me except for frying the meat!!the meat stick to the pan then crush already..become like minced meat..haiyo...then blah3..ask the ppl who tried already nice or nt..they say nt nice..why everything she teach us how to cook nt nice ar??that's all for today..

been busy lately

2008-08-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

Hi..
I've been busy lately....must do many artwork..haizz....btw,juz a few details abt what had happened recently

Just bought a red tee for friday's today.
been busy with drawings!!
been mOOdy lately..dunnoe why

that's all that i can say..hahax..only a few ler..that's all for today's short post..

till here

*If u have a feeling for someone u admire,it's better to confess yr feelings to that person than to regret for wasting your time on that person.....

ok2..i update

2008-08-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

Hi ppl
I've been busy lately actually..that's y i never update ar...let me recall what happen for the past few days k..hmmm

Friday

had mass run..today i got not much energy...so,i didn't shout for today..while running,ruzanna accidentally stepped on my shoe..haiyo..quite hard to run u noe..then had lessons as per nORmal..then blah blah blah...after school.went to amalina's house to put my bag coz got to go for buddy reading with her @ 3.30...then blah blah blah...finish already..lazy to tell what happened there..hahax.went home straight after that....today was actually my sis's 6th bday..HAPPY 6th BIRTHDAY SIS!!!! we bought a cake and made some chocolate chip cookies..yummy!!!...that's all for today..

Saturday

hmm..today had 'kenduri'...reached there arnd 6 plus going to 7...only a few had arrived first..then arnd 8 or 9.'.....'came with his family..wanted to 'salam ' but '.....' walk off already.then '.....' sms me say why i never 'salam'..i was so angry by then..then had so called a fight with '.....' through sms..then blah blah blah..went home oready...that's all for today..

Sunday

today woke up @ 8..can't wait to go for the photo shoot..a few details abt this photo shoot k..my hp number was chosen for this photo shoot....it's part of a promotion for the national day..so my family and i went there...reached there arnd 10.55...we sat and waited for our turn...after a while later,it was our turn..wohoo!!!the make-up artist make-up for me...quite ok2 the make-up...then we went to take our photo shoot in our casual attire...quite fun posing here and there..hehe..after that went to try on the company's costume...dunnoe what to choose..then take anyhow ar...after that,went to take our photo shoot again...so tired sey..pose here pose there..haizz...we could only choose 2 out of all the pics that we took..coz its actually a free photo shoot rite...haizz..so sad..;-( after taking our photos that we wanted,we went to eat @ seoul garden @ Bugis Junction....it's been years since i eat @ seoul garden..hahax..i was enjoying myself cooking the food..hahax..after eating,went home...very tired today...that's all for today...

till here :-)

was not feeling good today..

2008-07-28T18:17:00.000+08:00

Haizz..today,my mood nt so gd..can't tell why..

first period was MT..teacher never come..yeah..then blah blah blah...den,after recess got home econs..teacher never come today!!!was happy but at the same time,ANGRY!! already the 2nd week we bring rice but never cook..haiyo..waste our rice seyy...then blah blah blah..had lit..new teacher..haiyo..until when will we stop changing teacher ar??but i'm quite happy..coz that ms wadever nt teaching us anymore..our new lit teacher is miss sharon lim or miss lim for short...some of us make fun of her eh...very bad ar..but at least she nt boring to me...then blah blah blah..had remedial...after remedial,went home with amalina and irfan...saw pri sch best fwen and friends..miss her and them a lotz sey...after that,went home ar..very tired today..

P.S; tomorrow got PE...yeahh....

*You can't force someone to love you..fate and love is in God's hands..He determines everything in this world..you juz have to accept it..there's always a reason why things turn out that way..be strong in whatever obstacles that u faced..especially when you are rejected with someone you loved...
*in difficulties,there's always opportunities..you have to search and grab for it...
*always aim for the sky..if u failed,at least you can touch the clouds...

abt yesterday..

2008-07-27T15:25:00.000+08:00

Hmmm..Yesterday,went out with my aunt...to buy template and my sis's prezie...First,went to Takashimaya to buy the template...1st time goin there..quite big and crowded there..after that,went to vivo to buy my sis's prezie and my aunt want to turn the capsules station...first,we went to the capsule station..quite crowded there...must squeeze through...we were there for quite long..i think an hour or so..coz my aunt die2 want a thing she wanted..hAiyo..so juz wait for her ar..there was actually a girl with her bf who had been quite long at there also..i found out that she wanted a minnie mouse key chain while my aunt wanted a mickey mouse key chain..my aunt had a minnie mouse while the girl had a mickey mouse..so,the point is my aunt is looking for a mickey mouse while the girl is looking for a minnie mouse...then my aunt kept turning and turning the capsule station..but still did't get...finally,after so long,we saw the mickey mouse in 1 of the capsule..it's going to drop...my aunt was already getting excited by then...we changed a $10 note...after that,quickly turn the capsule station..BUT then...the thing was stuck ans vouldn't turn...so sad...then got no choice then leave the place ar...went to Toys 'r' Us to look for my sis's prezie...we tried to look for the stuff that my sis wanted vut couldn't find..:-(...got no choice then buy other stuff ar..so sad seyy..why is luck not at our side for today ar?? haizzz...nvm2..after that went Mac to eat..after that,went home..reach home arnd 11..was tired by then..@ 1 then dozed off already....today got nothing interesting.so never post abt today..

till here

walking in the rain..

2008-07-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,me and my aunt went to wdlnds swimming complex after school...after the heavy rain stopped...we took a bus to there..it was drizzling when we reached there...we got change and dived in the pool...long time never swim seh....very fun!!!we were happily swimming...it was 8 by then...the complex closes at 9..WHEN.......THE RAIN POURED HEAVILY ON US...eeeee!!why can't the rain 'tahan' for abt an hour later..haiyo..we decided to wait for the rain..thought that the rain might probably stop a while later...but we were wrong!!it kept raining heavily non-stop seyy.....i was getting boring by then...so we made up our mind to get home....we changed into our clothes..actually,we had decided to go to KFC to eat our dinner...BUT THEN...it was still raining SO HEAVILY..and it gets HEAVIER seyyyy.....so,we decided for the rain to be 'not so heavy'....it was almost 9 and the rain haD get lighter..STILL,we have to walk under the rain...so i used a towel as my shelter while my aunt used a surfboard that we had found at the pool earlier...it was freezing cool when we walked....we crossed to the opposite side of the road to get shelter as there is a long row of hdb flats...we walked for abt half an hour to the KFC located around the CC there at marsiling...it was deadly cold in the KFC...i shivered non-stop while i was there...including when i was eating...hahax...then @ 10..we headed our way back home...got home and felt tired..went to bed not long after...

Today,as usual got mass run..but fortunately,we had exercises for girls and circuit running for the boys...quite fun coz not so tiring today...for the boys???confirm tired lar they all...after that had geography...nothing much for geo today..then had science...CLASS TEST..ahhhh!!!! the paper quite ok2..i hope i pass...then blah blah blah....suppose today the malay are suppose to make tea rite???but never make seyy..nt fair...the chinese got cook dunnoe what ar..nt fair....!!!then blah blah blah..went home with amalina and ruzanna...ermmm...that's all for today's posts....

till here

i m nt 'manja' ok!!!!

2008-07-23T20:34:00.000+08:00

Hi there ppl..
getting lazy to post..hahax...
Today,school was ok2..first period had mt...dun like when it's mt coz sit beside *****!!eeeeeee!!irritating sia..keep making unnecessary sounds...after that got maths....teacher didn't came..wohooooo......still must do question bank...hahax...then i ask ***** for the new duty rooster den he don't want to give..so. i keep forcing him ar..want to see oso cannot..what sia..then irfan was kaypoh sey...he say i 'manja'...what ar he!!...then i sulked ar..he still dare to keep repeating the word'manja'...eeeee!!then blah blah blah...for lit.teacher never come oso..wooohooooo........lurve today....wish everyday teacher never come..then don't need to go to school rite???stupid ar..eeeeeeee!!irfan,aisyah n xiuqi kept toking..so noisy ar....haiyo..for eng,go through compre...i nid to read sia..dunnoe why i lyke so scared when i m reading to my own classmates...duh...then had art..art must draw a rose..so romantic seyy...i cant really concentrate..sometimes stare at my drawing..hahax...then after school,went to library...saw my ex-crush!!wahhhhhhh!! *BLUSHY,BLUSHY!!*
then @ 3.30 went home..tired oredy..hahax

till here...

*if u love smthg,set it free...if it comes back,it's yours..if it dosen't,it never was...

love..

scarrrrrryyyyyyyyyy!!angrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyy!!!

2008-07-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

Today,nothing really much happen...irfan didn't came..no laughter ar..blah blah blah....very lazy to write abt lessons ar..let me talk abt after school.....me,amalina,iffa and ruzanna were eating our lunch..den after eating, me,amalina and iffa wanted to go to the toilet @ the 1st floor to do our business ar..me and amalina went into the respective cubicles while iffa look at the mirror...after me and amalina went out of our cubicles,iffa wanted to do her business ar..so me and amalina wait for iffa..i actually planned to leave iffa alone but then so sad...scared later she 'merajok' ar..when she already do her business,something loud sounded...it was like somebody banged or slammed the toilet door!...we were scared by then... NOBODY was in the toilet except for us!iffa can still wash her hand some more..actually,i was outside the toilet..so,when they run and scream,i was like 'huh? what happened?'so i just follow them hor...join in the running and screaming..very fun u noe...so we told ruzanna...we suggested that each of us take turns to go in the toilet alone....but then,can't ar..coz ruzanna and i want to take our dunnoe what photo frm ms farrah..so we'll do our plan nxt time..very scary u noe..!! then went to choir practice..mr chen didn't came so we praticed with mrs...dunnoe what her name ar...it ended until 4.45..greet and blah blah blah..then suddenly mr chen came in..wth sia...teacher said actually choir shld officially ends @ 5.30..i was so angry seyy..juz wanted to go home and that teacher came in seyy...so we sing and sing..teacher made us to sit our loudest...so sing loud2 ar....nt happy seyy..i almost got no voice...then went home with amalina..still grumbling abt my anger...eeeeeeeee..

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long time never log in..hahax

2008-07-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hi there...
a lot of things happened a few days back..can't really remember..i short-termed memory..hahax..not funny..lately,for the past few days,i didn't post as my blog 'sot' ar....ok ok...let me write what happened before i forget again..hmmm..

Today
nothing really much happened...had MT..then ms farrah said she wanted to rearrange our seats according to 'boy-girl' seating..i was like omg..what sey...i was praying hard so that i could sit beside a guy who is quiet..but then...i sat beside *******!!!what the **** sia..i hate it sey...they all can still laugh or whatever lah at me..eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! ok..cool down first..then blah blah blah..

alamak..i forgot already what happened for the past few days..haiyo...sowie ah...too angry until cannot remember..hahax..seriously..nt jk..

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SOWIE AH..FORGOT %-!

where he go sey

2008-07-11T17:00:00.001+08:00

Today
my stomach had stomach cramps..dunno why..keep going to toilet in the morning..hahax
i didn't took mass run bcoz of that ar..
lessons went as per normal..
then blah blah blah...
i was supposed to meet my primary school fwen after school @ vista park...
he said that he would call me when he finish his school..but then he didn't even sms or call me..so sad :-(
then went home with ruzanna and iffa..took 900
laugh laugh here..laugh laugh there..hahax

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arghhh

2008-07-10T16:20:00.000+08:00

Today,was quite okay2 today except for my stomach cramps!!

first period was ict but mdm koh took over coz the lab had to be used first...then had english..teacher didn't came!!but still got hmwk ;-( ....then blah blah blah...than had literature after geography...ms lisa told us that today wil be her last day teaching us... ;-(...she said that she will be teaching a primary school but don't noe where..i hope she go my ex-school coz my bro is schooling there and i can stay in touch with her...after that got science...teacher didn't came but got hmwk..again...lucky i managed to finish them before school ends...that's all for today's events..very boring ar...hahax..

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getting lazy to post..hahax

2008-07-09T18:43:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl,
quite a while i haven't post...very lazy ar..hahax

Today,school was okay2 ar...btw,today is iffa bday u noe..happy bday girl!
when arrived school,i hid iffa's present in the class's locker....obviously,i didn't want her to noe i bought for her 1 and a suprise for her of course!maths was ok2 ar..actually.irfan and i prayed that mdm koh wouldn't come into class..irfan said that he hoped her eyes are sore and come off..hahax...but then,she still came into class ar..so boring and sleepy....then blah blah blah...finish school already...yeah!me and iffa went to cwp to celebrate her bday..wish there were more ppl..the more the merrier...went here went there..then arnd 5.30 make a leave from there...that's all i have to say for today...tmrw got no choir..yeah!

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P.S:HAPPY BDAY TO U,IFFA!! LURVE U!!!!

so many things to blog

2008-07-06T17:29:00.000+08:00

Hi ppl...long time i never blog..sowie ah..let me start off from friday..

Friday
hmm.. today got mass run..i passed again...!!!!yeah!!!thankz to iffa once again!!...after that got lessons..can't remember what happened..after school,went home quickly coz scared that idiot saw me again..
went to imm with my aunt to buy some things there..then went home..that's all for today..

Saturday
Today got choir..woke up @ 7....met amalina @ the park and went from there together...during choir,got audition for sec 1 sopranos....very scared seyy...my voice was shaky when i sang..the teacher said that i had some voice of alto..lucky i never got to alto...went home straight after choir...very sad sey coz my aunt got a free ticket to go 4 the ndp preview @ arnd 5...so,went home got nothing to do and slept frm 12-3..while happily sleeping,my phone buzzed..it was a phone call..i picked up the call and guess what happened..its my aunt..she told me that she had gotten another free ticket and asked if i want to follow!!!...obviously,i said ya!! i thought that it was all a dream!!so,i quickly got ready and went there with her...i can't believe my luck...hehe..the performance was very good...it's more fun than last year's...my aunt told me that hady will be singing!!yeeeeeaaaaahhhh!!he will be performing last...so,i waited patiently..hehe...but then,very sad seyy coz it wasn't the real hady..he wasn't present for the preview but on the actual day itself..so sad..i felt like crying!!overall,i enjoyed everything coz got fun pack!!nt bad ar...and got to see my choir members performing..it's my 2 time going for ndp preview...that's all for today..

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2008-07-03T16:23:00.000+08:00

Ytd,i didn't blog coz got no time....after school,went to CWP with my aunt till 6...reach home already,do hmwk straight away coz got too many....

Today,school quite fun ar..so much laughter..
For maths,teacher crack some jokes..haha..she talked abt meng kin's dimples and other things...
For science,after going through a chapter,teacher got nthg to do..so,she showed us some video...still got time left..then she asked what video we wanna see...some of the boys wanted to watch abt 'bio'..u noe what they mean rite...so disgusting sia!!!at last,teacher showed us a video abt abortion..so disgusting but pitiful seh...dunno why they like to do such a cruel thing....
After science.school over already..so went home..wanted to walk2 but nobody can accompany..;-( so,went home straight ar n nothing to do..boring seyy....

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so sleepy today..

2008-07-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

Today at school,very weird ar...bout me ah...ytd i slept at 11.usually i sleep at 1..den i don't understand why i so sleepy during class..can anybody explain???..is it something wrong with my eyes or brain system??????dunno lar....
Very funny to sit beside Irfan u noe..dunno why some people said that sitting beside him is irritating...during maths period,very sleepy sia..didn't even concentrate on what teacher was saying...my eyes were so heavy...Irfan can sleep seyy...he said he placed his hands above his eyes then sleep..eee!!

Then during science period,that teacher irritates me sia...she write words in shortcut example a triangle means change..quite hard to understand...worst,she didn't even go through the last few questions...what's the point of understanding a question when she never explain how to get to the answer sia..eeeeeeeee!!!Irfan said that the teacher so lazy..after that assembly and so on..lazy to write ah...after school,got choir..then after choir,go to my aunt's house...that's all for today ar...

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P.S: Sorry ah ppl for the lazy post today..got no mood ah..

went out again with my aunt and mum

2008-06-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

Today,my mum,aunt,bro and myself went to imm..we went there to survey living room fan...we went round and round but could not find what we were looking for..can say our budget...then we went to eat at the banquet there...after that we made our way to causeway to look for the fan we wanted...we saw a shop selling the fans and went in...the fans varies from different types of designs to colours...we chose and bought 1...we went home straight right after that...that's all for today...

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went out with my family & grandparents

2008-06-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

Today,my family,grandparents and myself,went out to eat..we ate @ bukit batok's Lestari Seafood Restaurant...i ordered fish n chips..the rest of my family n grandparents,ate food like yong taufu,spring chicken,sweet n sour fish n black pepper crab....i tried the sweet n sour fish n the black pepper crab...it was so DELICIOUS!!!!!it's like the TASTIEST dishes i had ever tried!!!YUMMY!!!
After eating,we went to karaoke...i don't like loud noises so i covered my ears sometimes...my dad sang the best among us....we were there for abt 2 hours..at 10.30,we make our way back home...it was an enjoyable day for me...what i like the most was the food..it's VERY VERY VERY SUPER DUPER delicious!!!that's all for today..:-)

nitez..sleep tight!!!
P.S:too bad my aunt didn't followed...hehe

went out with my aunt

2008-06-29T00:34:00.000+08:00

Today,my aunt and i went out...first,we went to bugis village to buy my mum's clothes...i hate going there as it was too crowded...next,we went to suntec to window shop..then,we went to marina square to buy something special for someone special..can't tell who ar...finally,we went home by taking my dad's cab...it was quite a enjoyable day...coz i can finally go out after months!!!!can't tell why coz personal ar...i m free like a bird now..hehe..:-) Oh ya,i almost forget something...actually,my aunt had bought a dress for our cat(kiki)...the dress is sexy and cute u noe..i got a pic of her in the dress..check it out!!

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quite a disappointing day!!!

2008-06-27T14:54:00.000+08:00

As usual for today, there is mass run...i m nt so good in running. so usually,i would be a minute before the given time..we had to run 2 rounds for today in 13 mins..as i was having a stomached,i didn't really have much energy to run...iffa,ruzanna and amalina were running with me..when i paused running for a while,iffa pulled me slowly..as in drag or something like that....i forced myself to run despite of my painful stomach..i managed to finish in 10 mins time...yeah:-)!!! thankz guys for the encouragement!!!i hope u help me again..hehe:-p...
Lessons went as per normal after that..
I regretted for telling what was in my heart to '...' 'the thing',simply ignored me when i reminded 'the thing' to do what he was supposed to do...i can't believe it..:-( :-(...'the thing' was with someone else(friends)..i guessed 'the thing' was shy when i say it...or maybe 'the thing' was juz angry with me..i dunno..!!! ;-( ...iffa told me that 'the thing' was smiling when i said that..i didn't knew what was it meant/ showing to me....!!!For the whole day,i kept thinking what was it meant by..even now!!!ahhhhhh!!!

till here, still confused!! ;-(
P.S: i regret for what i have said...i shouldn't have said it!!!

another non-sleepy day at school!!!...

2008-06-26T15:35:00.000+08:00

Today was quite not a boring day for me eventhough there was maths period...4 periods sia!!!!suppose,it should be ict but then she take over..
For geography,miss lam opened a song..if i am nt wrong,it shld be abt the earth & the stars.... the song was so pathetic,childish and funny..i can't stop laughing..while the song was played, a few people including ms lam,heard someone singing...she then asked the class who sang the song..no one admitted..so,she kept repeating her question..finally,she made up her mind.we were told to stand up then she ask us the same question over and over again...only those who are really certain that they did not sang are allowed to sit down...everybody sit!!!i was like thinking that it's impossible that no one sang...i guessed the people who sang don't wanna admit..so,we were told continously to stand and sit..i was getting frustrated..the 'practice' continued non-stop until....shawn admitted.then,she was still nt satisfied with the 'result'...after about 2 times we did the 'practice',saiful admitted...i was relieved that it was over finally..

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2008-06-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

Recently,when school reopens,i had been sleepy in class...obviously becoz i had been sleeping so late...Then,something 'magical' happened..I totally didn't felt sleepy today!..To u,it may sound nonsensical but actually there is a reason hidden for this..a secret u can say..I kept looking at 'the thing' and 'the thing' kept looking at me!I was like so shocked..Actually I thought that 'the thing' wasn't looking at me..But after my friends convinced me saying that 'the thing' did look at me,I began to believe that it's true...Since then,my feelings were confused...I can't take my eyes off 'the thing'...After school,I hang around at the library for a while..I thought but doing so,I could forget about the 'the thing'..but it didn't....I kept thinking abt 'the thing' for the whole day..even now!every minute.every second!!

Till here..nitez

2008-06-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

Hellooooooo Alll.....