~had a so called great day..~
12/26/2008
HeRLoW tHeRe EvErYoNe..
HoW'S yr holidaes been?
hmm...ok..today i planned to study with fafa..
i woke up at 10..n called her at 11 plus??
she's still asleep so i asked her to go back to sleep..
kinda rush to her hse..
when i reached there,she still haven't bathe.. -.- haiyo
so,waited for her to bathe..
we headed down to the CC to find a spot to do our hmwk..
after that,went to cozway to check out smthg..
went to buy bubble tea..
head back to the CC n started to do our hmwk or juz sit down???
iffa was playing my psp..n my otak was *buntu* coz i kept thnking of him..
so,we onli started do do our hmwk after 1 hr??
she was hungry so i blanja her again..pity her..haven't eat yet..
then at 6++ went to her hse to pee..lol..
all the toilets at CC locked seh..haizz
i noe it's X'mas but do they have to lock the toilets!!! thAt's RIDICULOUS!!
after that my mom was lyke calling me to go home quickly coz wanna buy my bag..
dashed off to home n headed to take the mrt...
stopped at novena..n rushed to 77th street..
saw a polka-dotted dickies bag..it's kinda retro??
called iffa to tell her abt the bag..said it's ok..so i bought it..
after that,went shopping!!
went home arnd 11..
head back home n here i m bloggin..
till here..
P.S: i miss you.boy..
my cries..
12/25/2008
hI There peeps..
it's been so long since my last post..
a lot of things are happening in my life as usual..
what that i can't stop thinking till now is..him
i don't want to mention who the guy is..
i've fallen for him.
i've never had this feeling before..
i can''t explain why & how but all that i noe is this feeling is killing me..
deep in my heart..
i felt like shouting my lungs out..
i can't stand it any longer..it's too painful for me..
Only Allah knows..how i feel
Right now, i only ask Allah 1 wish that i wanna Him to make it a reality..
that wish is juz to get him by my side..
i think of him every second,minute,hour & days..
imagining how my life would be if he is a part of my life..
but i noe it's impossible for my dream to become a reality..or can it really happen?? i reali dunnoe...
i'm begging and praying to Him every single day..
how i wish he could be a part of me..
how i wish .......
i really lurve him with all my heart..
i don't have the courage to tell my true feelings to him..
is love worth waiting for?? or is it juz a waste of time..??
i can't continue on with my entry animore for now coz..
my eyes are swollen..i'm tired of crying but i juz can't stop..
till here..
P.S: There is a wall of fear & sadness deep inside of my heart baring all love out..
I REALI MISS U BOY ...
I REALI LOVE U ...
i'm sorry coz i can't hold back my tears animore..
*SoBs*
