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7/31/2009

Herlow there peeps.. It's alr the end of the wk before our common test which will be on nxt Mon!! Omgzzz.. Time flies real fast than i could imagine..i better give my best shot this time round.. Ain't gonna let down my parents no more.. Well,today was okay2 i guess.. Clarified/settled with nadiah alr i guess :D jgn fikir yg bkn2 lagi tau.. Geography was making me sleepy... eng also.. Then blahblahblah.. Had lit aft recess...2 periods! Can die during her lesson.. Something happened n upset her.. Shall not mention abt it.. Then,she start her 'syarahan' AGAiN... N was unhappy/disappointed/angry or wadsoever with our class.. N in the end,she didn't scale down the number of poems that we have to study juz becoz of that.. Wtf la.. Haizzz so upset or mad by then.. If we fail,yr fault laaaa... Y can't u juz forgive n forget?? still,u said u r happy coz we will have to study 10 poems instead of 4.. Haizz.. What if we fail ?? will u be happy ? Nvm.. Thinking through,it's our fault after all n nt yr fault.. Why do we have to suffer also when we didn't even did anything wrong? I mean it's nt us who upsets u.. Nvmnvm.. crapped with nora during mt.. went for and that's the end of my story for today..

P.S; study hard n don't let me down.. Prove to me that u let me go becoz u wanna do the best for urself.. <3
lazy to go for CCA tmrw!!! menyibok jerrrr...

today is supposed to be our day..

7/30/2009

-How long is this gonna take,boy ??

Herlow there peeps.. As u can see,the date is supposed to be 30/07/09 n time now is 11.30..
Well,today is supposed to be............ I can't bear to explain it any further as i guess most of u noe.. haizz..
Went to sch with fafa n ruzanna.. Lessons as per normal except that Mr Ng nvr came.. During recess,i broke down n guess noboby noticed or shld i say nobody cares.. I dun even ask for sympathy..so,shutup n forget abt it..
had sci trail during sci.. n i lov it freakin' much except for the weather which spoils the day..
Playground-ed n behaved like kids with Nas n Asyraf.. Lol.. i miss playground times.. Then blahblahblah.. Went home with nora n crapped a lot.. Met up with my mom at cozway to buy my sis's cake.. Oh ya,iqaaaaah, my sis b'day falls on the same day as u!!! -.- then,saw him with his friend.. I miss those times when we r out.. ;(
Went home n bhaaaam!! Ppl kept msg-ing and calling me.. Urgghh.. Nk tdo pun tk senang.. Woke up n did my eng speech.. juz finished..

Guess that's all.. Yeaaaah

P.S; 13 days n counting.. I'll wait n mean what i've said.. i guess u r the winner coz u kept running in my mind n im the loser coz i can't shoot u down.. It's better that way,i guess..

long time nvr update

7/26/2009

-my feelings won't fade for u..

herlow there peeps..
Firstly,ignore the wrong date n timing of my posts..it's alwayz like that.. =.="
Well,i noe it's like ages i nvr update my dead blog.. gonna talk abt last two days n today..

last two days..
Went to changi airport to send my maid home.. N u noe what.. It's my FIRST time setting my foot on Changi Airport.. I noe this kindda sound like lame,noob or wadsoever.. But shuttUp ok.. I get excited abt new things easily.. So, i was like running arnd the whole plc.. I noe i sound like a kid here now but shuttup again coz i like the floor!! took some picCs there.. Ate POPEYE (?) .. yeah.. I so fking lov the fries there.. then,walkwalk n went home.. Jyeah..fun day..

Today,
Wasn't feeling well the whole day.. Dunnoe why.. went home aft sch n didn't go for the speech thing instead coz teacher forced me to rest at home.. -.- i wanna see but can't.. ;( so,im currently at home now.. Typing all this crap n chatting with dear rasyiqah who is down with fever.. Haizz.. Take care okaaaay.. N fafa too!! Miss u guys loadz.. N im feeling better alr.. So,im so gonna go to sch tmrw.. jyeaaaah..

Guess that's all.. Yeaaaah
Take care of yr health ppl.. Exams nearing alr!!

P.S; 10 days n counting.. Imissyousomuch, boy..
Im gonna wait no matter how long it takes coz my heart tells me to.. I longed to get all those sweet memories again from u.. It's not complete yet.. i believe that our chapter is still unfinished n has no ending..
-my heart won't ever lie..

it's hard for me,boy

7/18/2009

herlow there peeps..

I wanna say thankz to the ppl who helped me with the problem i faced recently.. I shld say that u guys gave me the strength to carry on.. I reali reali appreciate yr help n i badly hope that i could repay u guys one day.. I have to admit that i'm still not over it n while i type this out, my tears are flooding my eyes still.. Let me cry my heart out.. I dun mind crying coz i'm used to it alr n i truly lov him much.. He's different from the others.. I'll be missing u damn much boy.. I'm willing to let u go coz i lov u n like what i've said to u.. I'm willing to do anything for u to prove that u'll always live in my heart no matter what happens.. I mean what i say n i keep to the promises that i've made to u.. Though it hurts me a lot, I'll be waiting for u no matter how long it takes.. I swear this is what i'm gonna do for my love to u.. There's no other guy who can replace u in my heart n it'll remain the same till my last breath.. I dun wanna take a breath without u here with me,in my life.. I dun blame u for the tears that flows out from my eyes.. It's an obstacle which i have to face.. N i'll fight for it..

I miss yr warm embrace,
I miss yr tender touch,
I miss yr laughter,
I miss hearing yr voice over my phone,
I miss the scar that u left on my leg,
I miss the times we had together,
I miss those sweet memories that we create.
i miss u badly...

P.S; i'll be waiting for it..

iffa's belated bday

7/10/2009

herlow there =)

Firstly,i would like to wish FAFA SAYWHALE! A happy 14th belated birthday!!! I noe i'm late to post this wish.. But who cares.. Anw,i was the first person to wish her on her birthday itself.. Hahha.. Blueeeek :P the celebration was gr8.. Managed to bash fafa on her face.. Hahahahaha.. "Feel how i feel when u did to me last time.." lol .. Well, 2 down n 3 more to go.. Korang tunggu ehk.. Nyahaha
Enough said bout what happened ytd.. -.-

Today, had mass run as per normal...
Geog aft that.. My fave subject..! Then blahblahblah.. Oh ya,i'm lovin SCIENCE A LOT.. Coz the teacher rocksxz okaaay!! N coz the next few topics will be more to biology which im totally into it... Yeaaaah!! N lit is all abt poems/poetry which i love too!! Wow.. I guess i'll be loving this term n i reali am goin to do my best shot this term..

Almost forgot abt smthg which happened 2 days ago.. Well, i had to go for an audition for the end of yr musical dinner thingy.. N what's worst is that i sang infront of my non-choir members or shld i say classmates/schoolmates!! I swear my heart was popping out n i wanna faint at that moment.. That was like my biggest 'fear' as in embarrassment in my life.. But i managed to overcome it :) so,im in for this event when i don't even wish for it.. urghh.. This will be like another boundary/obstacle which i have to face coz it will affect my studies especially.. Haizz.. I reali have to do my best this time.. I ain't gonna let this be the cause of my bad results in the future.. well,training will start as soon as this monday.. Yeaaah.. So fast to me..and im dreading myself to go for it..
Guess that's all.. Yeaaaah

P.S; times change, n somehow people change.. :(
What's happening??? I don't expect all this to happen.. Haizz

emozzzz

7/01/2009

herlow there peeps..

Well,today was fine.. But sadly nt at the end of the day.. Im reali sowie to the ppl who r affected by me... I hope u guys understand the situation that i'm in..i got nthg else to say..

P.S; im running out of patience.. All my emotions r out of control now n u got my mind spinning...
It's taking everything to juz breathe...
I'm confused n lost with u..