herlow there peeps..

First of all, Happy 1st monthsary FayRinazz !!! last looooong aitez.. :D

Errr.. Had mass run in the morning.. Must like run 2 rounds for 15 mins.. Wtf siaaa.. dgr2 satu round je.. Nt considerate arrr.. Wtv uh.. Still managed to meet the timing in the end.. Then, had geog.. blahblahblah.. Noticed that someone was missing.. :( Eng.. Must do report writing.. Lalalala..got to find out that he went bck home alr coz he had chest/heart pain.. blame It on the stuuuupid mass run ahhhhh.. Lit, had class test 2.. Easy except for first pg.. MT for last 2 periods.. Did peer marking for karangan.. Lmao while reading some of the karangan.. Aft sch, did lit skit thingy until 2 plus.. Went down to hall with fafa n iqaaaah to watch the student councillors perform.. Hahha.. Great job guys.. Blahblahblah.. headed to cozway to pass the time before fetching my sis.. Went to my sis's sch aft that.. Paisey like whuut when i got to find out that all of the students went bck alr as they had real early dismissal today.. Waste my energy siaaa.. Tkpetkpe.. burn the fats eh iqaaaah ? Hah.. Headed bck to civic to go to lib.. Upon reaching, 'they' all juz came out of lib.. Headed to cwp.. Donated $0.40 today to the apek near the traffic light while iqaaah donated $2.20 ? .. Hahha.. Iqaaah feel gd dpt beri zakat.. Parted our ways.. Buka.. avatar-ed ! Buat kueh raya.. Got to find out that a blk opposite mine's was engulfed in flames in the afternoon at arnd 1pm.. The whole row of the toilet side of building there kena burnt.. From 2-8 storeys.. also, my bro saw bangla2 repainting the burnt side of building in the middle of the night ! Leh npk drng ke ? Especially in the night..=.='
Blahblahblah.. Hmm... Bye2 !

P.S; 42 days n counting..



herlow there peeps...

Today marks the 4th day of puasa !! =.=' errr.. 1st period was lit.. I swear i can slp alr.. Then, had P.E but we had to do the same olympic survey like agAin.. Aft that, had briefing bout ACES day thingy.. Hope i can survive on that day.. Then, had maths test.. Blahblahblah.. Home econs.. Forgot to bring my bowl ! Suay btol.. T__T luckily,at sch have bowl.. phewww..
Science.. find it bored today.. Geog.. half asleep !! Was pinching myself to keep awake..
MT.. Sorry uh noraaaa.. lmao.. Tahan jer okeh.. Must be thick-skinned ! Blablahblah.. stayed bck for lit skit thingy.. took like forever to do it.. Haizzzz :( fetched my sis straight away aft it ended.. pancit alr by then.. must do it everyday some more.. Can die ! Went home.. Kena help to cook for break fast.. urghhh.. No rest today .. Blahblahblah.. That's all? =.=

P.S; 40 days n counting..
What does it takes to prove it to u ?



herlow there peeps..

first of all, congratz to those muslims who make it through today.. Say yeaaaah !! =.=
Err.. Let me start off with.. today lar -.-

Woke up @ 4.30 to have pre-dawn meal/sahur.. Ate chicken rice !! Sedaaaaap !!! Then blahblahblah.. Slept awhile @ dunnoe what time to prepare for C.I.P.. C.I.P !!! Can.I.Play ..? Hahha.. That's so random .. Woke up @ 7 .. Headed to sch with fafa,zana n amalina.. Asked the chinese students to write the conversation thingy in chinese as i find that most residents there don't understand eng.. Briefing.. Headed to the blk ! Yeaaaaah ! Paired up with fafa.. After a while, acap joined.. Knockknockknock,talktalktalk,laughlaughlaugh.. Then, then, then.. It was so silly of me to 'interview' with a bangla worker.. I mean i don't care abt race at that point of time mah.. I was asking the bangla blahblahblah.. Fafa was a little far away frm me n acap was @ the lift area.. The bangla hse was near the lift..

Me ; do u have any items that can be recycled ?
Bangla; wait..[went to one corner of his hse]
Acap; shabella, knp kao.....
Me; [blurr]
Fafa ; [juz stood beside me]
Bangla; [opened the door n placed the newspaper near to the door but a little bit inside the hse]
Me; [alamak!! What !!- stoned there]
Acap;[went to the door] can u lift the newspaper nearer to me?
Bangla; [mcm malas!]
Acap;[picked up the stack of newspaper]
All; thank you.. [scared by then]

Well, thankz a loadz to Acap!! He's really kind, brave n hero for the day !! I dunnoe what would have happened to me if he's wasn't there to join us.. Seriously.. I could have been raped ? knockknockknock.. Went to this level.. Can't remember what lvl.. Walked past this hse n was juz abt to knock when..

Acap; shabella, don't even think abt it..
Me; uh ? [stoned there]
Acap;[pointed to a row of mens' undergarments]
Me; [still blurr]
Acap; indian worker lah..
Me; [was paisey alr]
Walked away..

Omg! Why am i so blurr today..!! On the 1st day of puasa??? I would observe more carefully n open my eyes bigbig when doin another C.I.P =.=' finished that blk alr.. Helped the others.. Heard that naeem found a kitten !! Rushed to find that kitten.. It was the kitten that day.. *looks to previous post* hahha.. i miss that kitten..!! Carried that kitten to the plc we assemble... Class played around with the kitten.. rushed to vista to buy cat food with naeem.. Fed the cat with the food upon reaching.. The kitten ate the food so fast! Obviously coz starve luh.. Entah mane mak dhe gy.. Tk tau jaga anak.. Haizz.. let the kitten go aft finish eating.. Then, it went inside the RC? Dunnoe uh what's that called.. The plc by the government one.. Grabbed it out.. Talktalktalk..
loaded[?] the lorry with the items.. I didn't realize that he was quite so close beside me until i hear that familiar voice.. I almost broke down i guess.. but managed to hold back my tears.. Gawd! Haizz.. Can't fit everything coz the lorry budget lor.. Waited for the lorry to come back.. Called nora coz was bored as had no one to talk to.. I miss her alr.. that adorable face of her..! Crapped a lot otp.. Cheer up okay nora ! lorry came.. Didn't reali helped out as there were too many ppl helping alr.. The mly guys so funneh! Can sing while loading the items in the lorry.. lmao..
Otp with nora again.. Found a book which was exactly the same as iqaaah among the heap of newspapers... Hah.. Sat down.. IR.fun came to me .. "haizz.. Nk minum air ar..haos..penat.." Me ;"kao gilerh ehk ? Puasa luh.."
Blahblahblah.. Headed home with fafa n that crazy senior of hers.. Hehhe.. No offence..
Otp with nora like again.. Hahha.. Talked to her a lot today.. Pengsan for awhile.. Tired i guess..
blahblahblah.. break-ed fast .. Wasn't hungry though.. So full by then.. and here i am typing all this crap.. Woah.. I think this is my longest post ever..0.o hahha..weeee ! =.=

P.S; bsk puasa !!
36 dayz n counting..



herlow there peeps..

Firstly, SELAMAT BERPUASA to all my malay fwens n all muslims out there !! Im so happy !! I can't wait to puasa !! P-U-A-S-A !!! F-A-S-T !!

Anw, today was in a total gd mood coz will PUASA this morning!! And and, that cikgu K/ ustazah is done with her syarahan!! Omg !!! And we bump into Ms Farrah aft sch juz now ! HUGGED HER !! :D
She still look gorgeous n pretty.. and also,still SLIM !! I can't wait to start lesson with her on mon like last time.. I miss her so damn much..! Sadly, her baby was born on 9 May 2009 ! ;[ why nt on my b'day ?? Nvm.. Still the same month as me ! Baby taurus !! was gay-rek n hyper aft sch with qis,nora,iqah n fafa.. ! Miss them ! Blahblahblah.. Headed home.. Was super hyper ! I can't wait to puasa !! Omg ! This is the first time in my life that im so enthu to puasa !!

P.S; bsk CIP!!! I can't wait !!!!!!!!!!!
35 dayz n counting..





herlow there peeps..

ermm.. P.E was superb though i claimed that floorball was boring as i'd got a bruise before when playing with my fwen.. Guess today's game changed all of the words above.. Blahblahblah.. Sci was sUper boring to the core.. Dun reali like the chapter i guess..? Or nt yet? Dunnoe ar.. It's ms judith that keeps the class laughing their asses off by her jokes.. Lol..
She supports the creation of women more than man.. ***ist? Lmao.. Geog was sleepy by then.. MT MORE sleepy than that.. 1 period of syarahan again.. Gawd!! I want ms farrah back siaaa.. She'll be bck on mon! N im ready for my first qn that im gonna ask her.. Blahblahblah.. Did CIP.. I hate the blok lar ! Scary, sunyi, sombong, sarcarstic, slenger,... All the 's' uh..
Still dunnoe whether i wanna attend the CIP on sat or nt.. Coz of the blk ar... Fasting some more ! the guys were FUNNEH !! Hahha.. They won't fail to make my day.. Mayb i shld go ? I'll think through first.. Then, 2 kittens kena abandoned by their mother was found under some sort of seat at RC.. KITTENS ! So sad.. They were meowing for their mother.. Where the mother siaa..!!! Kalao aku npk dhe, kene rabak dgn aku.. Syarahan uh nt abuse.. Im nt an animal abuser okay.. "cat fight!" dunnoe who mentioned this juz now.. Faiz ehk ? Walked with the guys n fafa to bus stop.. Dngr2 nk jalan kaki all the way per..
The truth was spitted out.. Haizz.. Another needle that has pierced through my heart.. Dunnoe how im gonna take it out now.. Hurting truths right after another in my heart.. I dun like it either.. Im tired.. Where were all yr words ? Were they juz to calm me down at that point of time when the incident happened..? Why did u put up a false hope for me ? U make me wait.. No,im wrong,.. Mayb it's myself ? Im confused n lost.. I dunnoe what im feeling.. Anw, thankz a lot to those two honest guys who blurted out everything.. I reali appreciate it.. and special thankz to my dear fafa who's alwayz there for me,to lend her listening ears, shoulder to cry on.. Though she's alwayz with her syarahan..=.= n iqaaah also! She never fail to cheer me up with her words, innocent n sweet baby face, hands for me to hold on, n everything.. :D sometimes, i feel like im giving u guys a hard time bcoz of me..or im a burden to u guys.. Im reali sowie if im am.. Pls tell me if i am n i won't bother u with my problems anymore aitez.. I dun mind..

P.S; and no one knows why im into u coz they'll never know what it's like to walk in our shoes.. and i dun care what they say/do, im still gonna keep on with what im doin..i've made up my mind to listen to my heart coz hearts won't ever lie.. 33 days n counting.. I won't give up..

;never give up or stop fighting for what i believe in..



herlow there peeps..

Today was okay2.. Had sci for first 2 periods..
Got bck some papers.. Aft that, had maths.. proceeded with chapter 9.1.. then blahblahblah..oh ya,the guys saw something n they went excited.. Lol.. Kalao cikgu star ke ape, aku leh fhm uh.. Lmao ! RECESS.. ! Had eng by then..did spelling.. Lit.. Got to noe common test marks.. Scored 25 over what uh ? MT.. Did ws.. Had LCD abt sexuality.. Bored to the core lor... Very lame n pathetic.. Almost slept =.='...Aft sch, went to lib with iqaaah n fafa.. That *** lar !! Oh ya,iqaaah ! Kao masih ade simpan ke tk bende tu ?? Blahblahblah.. Went home.. Boredom strucks me again.. Urghhh

P.S; 32 days n counting..



herlow there peeps..

had a bad start in the morning.. =.='
was asked to stand during silent reading period in the morning by mr kumar.. Whutt!! Luckily i managed to 'fight' bck n he juz asked me to keep quiet n continue reading my book..-sitting down..
Aft that, had maths.. Went through maths paper n finally finish goin through that paper..
Then, had ict.. Find pics on michael jackson.. Kept singing his songs in com lab.. -.- then blahblahblah.. had sci aft geog..got bck sci paper n i passed!surprisingly coz i do the paper anyhow.. Eng by then..Did speak-up n it was damn scary until i wanna pee in my skirt.. Shhhhh.. Managed to pull through it well.. Jyeaaaah !! im reali hoping n depending on this speak up to do well for my SA2 eng.. Then,
had MT but cikgu nvr came..so, did wkbk..
Aft sch, went home straight despite the heavy rain.. Hahha.. Dah lame tk main air hujan.. reached home quite drenched.. So bored stuck up at home.. Nthg to do..

My post is so random today..wtv uh

P.S; 31 days n counting.. <3



herlow there peeps..

had mass run in the morning.. Then go through geog paper during geog.. Did spelling n corrections for eng.. Lucky nvr do speak up yet.. Nt ready uh.. During recess, did egg reflection.. Hahha.. Then for lit, ms angie didn't came so had to do the lit project.. mt by then.. Nid to do karangan.. Hmpph..

Aft sch, stayed bck to do lit project like again.. Went out of sch to 900 alone :( .. Met fafa n iqaaah at 888.. Sat there a while n went off from there to cozway.. Iqaaah went off first with lynn n i was left with fafa.. She was stressed coz nid to repeatedly col ppl.. Kesian tgk.. Went home n guess that's all..

P.S ; i saw what u wrote, boy.,
28 days n counting..



herlow there peeps..

well, today got bck geog paper.. Passed ! -.-
Ytd,got bck maths n mly paper.. Passed also except for u noe what.. haizz.. Gonna try harder .. Tmrw will be getting bck science paper.. Ms angie has yet to tell me my lit marks personally.. -.-

Ytd, went bck with naeem n fafa.. laughlaughlaugh.. Teared aft receiving a phonecall.. felt like the world was on me.. I dunnoe how to face this.. A big thank you to naeem for the tissue.. It's toilet paper! Hahha.. cute.. Went home aft that.. As usual, was asked by my dad to message his legs.. Immediately, i did what he said though i juz stepped into the house.. Was tearing when messaging him.. When he asked me why i cried, i juz said that it was bcoz of the ointment.. I can't bear to let him noe coz he'll feel very discourage/upset for himself.. why must all this happen to me ?
Why does my happiness come for only once in a while or sometimes come and go ? Why why?? Haizzz.. I'll juz have to endure n accept the fact..

Nthg much to say bout today coz all i noe is that i was so damn sleepy the whole day.. Oh ya, got back music paper also.. Passed.. N oh ya again.got bck home econs paper ytd.. Passed.. guess that's all

Oh ya, here's a very quick poem which i made last 2 days[?] for someone.. Lmoa!

I know where u stay
Coz i stalked u that day
U don't have to hide
Coz u're alwayz by my side

P.S ; 27 days n counting..



herlow there peeps!!!

It's alr 11.27 p.m and i have yet to slp...How's common test lately..?? I swear some papers are "don't give me a damn!" to me.. Well, Happy Belated 44th B'day Singapore..!! Im so slow to wish this siaaa.. Okeh shuttup..

sch resume as per normal today.. =.- and and and, the first thing that i saw when i stepped into the classroom was something that caught my attention!! Something different!! It's back n better than before!!! It's his haircut!! Omg.. It's so cute.. !! he looks like a lil kid in that hairstyle.. awww.. Obviously and as usual, i went crazy n was admiring his hairstyle/him.. But deep inside my heart, i teared..
How i wish that i could run my fingers over his hair again.. How i wish that i could sit beside him n tell him how cute he is in his new hairstyle.. How i wish that i could admire his smile.. and get irritated when he used to stare at me through my eyes... Haizz.. Dream on shabella.. U'll juz have to wait i guess.. Damn.. I miss u a lot..
Lessons went as per normal.. Was faking smiles n laughters at times..

Went for choir aft sch.. Was so chaotic i tell u n i juz got to noe that my sec 1 lil cute junior guy,is so damn horny.. Like seriously.. He asked me a lot of qns on sex n kept asking ppl to lend him any sci/bio txtbk.. N all i do was giggled n said "go ask yr mom.." and he was like giving me that innocent,sulking yet cute face of his and said "my mom is nt gd at her eng.." lmao..!!!! So cute.. He made my day for today..lol .. practisepractise..whole choir kena punishment n nid to run juz now..

Guess that's all ? Yeaaaaaaah..

P.S ; yr hair!!! i wanna see it again..<3






Herlow there peeps!! I've changed my blogskin alr..yeah.. This is my 3rd skin for the 2 [?] years since i create this blog.. I noe im so dead..hahha.. But,im so elated okaaay.. Btw,a few reasons why i chose this blogskin is bcoz
it's Naziz!! Any idea?? It's frm the superman returns movie uh.. The person who creates this blogskin was inspired by the movie..so, he/she creates this cool blogskin.. I love u!!
Most importantly.it's related to my dear Superman.. And and and, my aunt 'bought' for me this superman necklace *looks above*.. Omg!! I so damn love it..wohoo

Okaaay..enough said bout Superman.. Well,ytd had the NDP celebration at sch,in the hall.. It was so damn boring to me coz we sang like only 2[?] songs.. So pathetic.. Aft the celebration,gave nora a surprise present.. Hope she likes it though she said that i shamed her[?]
Bought food n lepak under fafa's blk with iqAAAh n fafa..i didn't noe that birds can eat spicy crackers-hot n spicy Chipster.. LMAO.. Then.there's this lizard which was like a worm/snAke n has a white stripe by the sides of its body.. Hahha.. cool ! Went to Fu Shan garden aft that ..played n behaved like kids there..weeee..
Then went home n went out again to eat KFC with my aunt.. changed my blogskin upon reaching home..

P.S; 22 days n counting..

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