it's been so long since my last post.. a lot of things are happening in my life as usual.. what that i can't stop thinking till now is..him i don't want to mention who the guy is..
i've fallen for him. i've never had this feeling before.. i can''t explain why & how but all that i noe is this feeling is killing me.. deep in my heart.. i felt like shouting my lungs out.. i can't stand it any longer..it's too painful for me.. Only Allah knows..how i feel Right now, i only ask Allah 1 wish that i wanna Him to make it a reality.. that wish is juz to get him by my side.. i think of him every second,minute,hour & days.. imagining how my life would be if he is a part of my life.. but i noe it's impossible for my dream to become a reality..or can it really happen?? i reali dunnoe... i'm begging and praying to Him every single day.. how i wish he could be a part of me.. how i wish ....... i really lurve him with all my heart.. i don't have the courage to tell my true feelings to him.. is love worth waiting for?? or is it juz a waste of time..?? i can't continue on with my entry animore for now coz.. my eyes are swollen..i'm tired of crying but i juz can't stop..
till here..
P.S: There is a wall of fear & sadness deep inside of my heart baring all love out.. I REALI MISS U BOY ... I REALI LOVE U ... i'm sorry coz i can't hold back my tears animore..
