as long as my heart beats, it'll beat for u..
8/19/2009
herlow there peeps..
ermm.. P.E was superb though i claimed that floorball was boring as i'd got a bruise before when playing with my fwen.. Guess today's game changed all of the words above.. Blahblahblah.. Sci was sUper boring to the core.. Dun reali like the chapter i guess..? Or nt yet? Dunnoe ar.. It's ms judith that keeps the class laughing their asses off by her jokes.. Lol..
She supports the creation of women more than man.. ***ist? Lmao.. Geog was sleepy by then.. MT MORE sleepy than that.. 1 period of syarahan again.. Gawd!! I want ms farrah back siaaa.. She'll be bck on mon! N im ready for my first qn that im gonna ask her.. Blahblahblah.. Did CIP.. I hate the blok lar ! Scary, sunyi, sombong, sarcarstic, slenger,... All the 's' uh..
Still dunnoe whether i wanna attend the CIP on sat or nt.. Coz of the blk ar... Fasting some more ! the guys were FUNNEH !! Hahha.. They won't fail to make my day.. Mayb i shld go ? I'll think through first.. Then, 2 kittens kena abandoned by their mother was found under some sort of seat at RC.. KITTENS ! So sad.. They were meowing for their mother.. Where the mother siaa..!!! Kalao aku npk dhe, kene rabak dgn aku.. Syarahan uh nt abuse.. Im nt an animal abuser okay.. "cat fight!" dunnoe who mentioned this juz now.. Faiz ehk ? Walked with the guys n fafa to bus stop.. Dngr2 nk jalan kaki all the way per..
The truth was spitted out.. Haizz.. Another needle that has pierced through my heart.. Dunnoe how im gonna take it out now.. Hurting truths right after another in my heart.. I dun like it either.. Im tired.. Where were all yr words ? Were they juz to calm me down at that point of time when the incident happened..? Why did u put up a false hope for me ? U make me wait.. No,im wrong,.. Mayb it's myself ? Im confused n lost.. I dunnoe what im feeling.. Anw, thankz a lot to those two honest guys who blurted out everything.. I reali appreciate it.. and special thankz to my dear fafa who's alwayz there for me,to lend her listening ears, shoulder to cry on.. Though she's alwayz with her syarahan..=.= n iqaaah also! She never fail to cheer me up with her words, innocent n sweet baby face, hands for me to hold on, n everything.. :D sometimes, i feel like im giving u guys a hard time bcoz of me..or im a burden to u guys.. Im reali sowie if im am.. Pls tell me if i am n i won't bother u with my problems anymore aitez.. I dun mind..
P.S; and no one knows why im into u coz they'll never know what it's like to walk in our shoes.. and i dun care what they say/do, im still gonna keep on with what im doin..i've made up my mind to listen to my heart coz hearts won't ever lie.. 33 days n counting.. I won't give up..
;never give up or stop fighting for what i believe in..
